mika 𐚁

yall will never guess who im seeing in june 

idk why its all hitting me now, maybe it's because im on my period?

i also wish i had friends omg wdym i only talk yo three people and none of them actually live near me. one of them js a classmate, one of them is a guy i met on instagram and we kinda became bffs and we hang out often, and one of them is my tiktok mutual that i randomly started talking to....... im yearning for something more im begging for having more people around me but i just cant seem to keep a (platonic) relationship with anyone and i fall out with most people i befriend. it just feels like i dont really 'vibe' with anyone,,

i wish i wasn't neurodirvergent so much omg. i just really want to get meds omg im so sick of my mum thinking that since she "has adhd" (she doesn't !!! she just thinks that remembering random facts and getting overstimulated every once jn a while is having adhd) and she can manage everything and she has a routine and stuff so can i but I CANT THERES SO MUCH GOING ON IN MY BRAIN AT ALL TIMES I CANT TURN IT OFF I CANT TURN IT OFF I CANT FUCKING TURN UT OFF IT'S ALWAYS SOMETHING AND IT'S ALWAYS LOUD. IF I ZONE OUT I CANT FOCUS ITS SO TIRING I REALLY WANT IT TO STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im so tired because of it

i miss peak supa strikas fandom fr

chat i have absolutely nothing to do

just so yall know i WILL be attending the tour

goddamn that was something else

stream cowboy carter if you havent already 

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