bukanhoseok

i'll just let time decide. hopefully no relapsed

bukanhoseok

ik this is so SO good for both of us. like this is the RIGHT thing. but i hate myself for being denial like this. its wrong and i know deep in my heart i wouldnt want this. i PROMISED myself yet i betrayed her. 
          
          this. the ultimate betrayal. i didnt have anyone to blame but myself. i hate it. i hate for harbouring feelings for someone i know for god sake. i CANT have. and i DIDNT want to but theres this little piece... begging. tugging from the bottom of my heart to keep going. ik its wrong and i WANT to stop but the attraction damn. too hard to escape. not when i know during our first met, you definitely my type. maybe thats why.

bukanhoseok

mungkin ternyata kamu tu takdirnya bukan untuk ku, bah kan setelah datang berkali-kali kita tetap aja ga bisa menyatu. usaha aja ga cukup. ego kamu tuh sma aku sama tinggi, kita sama api. ga sepahaman. ga sejalan.

bukanhoseok

moga bahagia buatmu, kasih yang tak terlupakan.
            
            salam sayang.
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bukanhoseok

aku tau kamu sayang aku itu beneran.aku tau kamu tu ikhlas,aku bisa ngerasakan smua itu. tapi mau gimana, kita ga sehaluan. kita  itu saling toxic antara satu sama lain. ga akan bahagia. justru aku memilih untuk memutuskan, karna itu lebih baik dari menahan luka tak tersembuhkan.
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bukanhoseok

berkali kamu datang, berkali aku nyoba tapi tetep aja ga berhasil. perasaan kita sama tapi kenapa takdir kisah kita beda? dimana silap kita? kenapa ego nya tinggi ala ala burj khalifa?
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