bulletforbee

now with all of that explained and out there for you:
          	
          	the GOAL for somebody else is for me to have finished writing, edited, and posted by the end of august at the absolute latest. 
          	i aim for sooner (the first week of august), but nothing is concrete and assured. i am human and i have a lot that im still dealing with 
          	
          	the goal for hypnosis is to get you the next chapter by before then. hypnosis has a chapter by chapter guide i’ve already mapped out separately which i have (regrettably) never done for somebody else. but that means it is quicker for me to write and publish. i am to update it by july 29th as i’ve already started the chapter. 
          	
          	i celebrate my 20th birthday next saturday (the 26th) and on sunday (the 27th) i have a concert im celebrating for my birthday (and i am friends with one of the openers) so i will be busy with that entirely otherwise hypnosis’ next chapter would come out then. 
          	
          	thank you again. i love you <3

Kalenaswife

Thoughts on specter and impose?

RavenNightBloom

@bulletforbee I love driving at night listening to this with my windows down. It brings such calmness
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bulletforbee

absolutely obsessed with both songs! specter especially has been on repeat- i like impose but the chorus is what i REALLY love <3
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bulletforbee

now with all of that explained and out there for you:
          
          the GOAL for somebody else is for me to have finished writing, edited, and posted by the end of august at the absolute latest. 
          i aim for sooner (the first week of august), but nothing is concrete and assured. i am human and i have a lot that im still dealing with 
          
          the goal for hypnosis is to get you the next chapter by before then. hypnosis has a chapter by chapter guide i’ve already mapped out separately which i have (regrettably) never done for somebody else. but that means it is quicker for me to write and publish. i am to update it by july 29th as i’ve already started the chapter. 
          
          i celebrate my 20th birthday next saturday (the 26th) and on sunday (the 27th) i have a concert im celebrating for my birthday (and i am friends with one of the openers) so i will be busy with that entirely otherwise hypnosis’ next chapter would come out then. 
          
          thank you again. i love you <3

bulletforbee

pt. 1) 
          
          hello friends, i just wanted to update and inform you of the current status of somebody else and hypnosis. 
          
          but first, thank you so much for all of your patience and support of somebody else. i have been dealing with a lot and ive been holding guilt about not being able to get the final chapters out to you all. knowing you all are still here waiting and excited for it, is what makes me feel like there’s no reason to panic. 
          
          and to address what has been delaying both the final updates of somebody else and the next chapter of hypnosis… i have been dealing with a very deep personal death for the past couple years and it has been a very long process for me. the past 1-2 months have been the hardest for me regarding this loss and i haven’t been able to participate in any of my hobbies- ive just been working my day job and getting by.

bulletforbee

pt. 3) 
            
            somebody else has changed my life and followed me closely, holding me up as i put my heart and passion into it while navigating through everything. i know updates are spotty, i know it sucks as a reader because as someone who used to avidly read fics bc i felt the same way. 
            
            every single read- even if it’s just one person who read one chapter and then left- has made me eternally grateful. 
            
            i NEVER in my entire life would expect to have an audience for my creation- especially writing. writing has always been my outlet and escape- it was never something i used for a platform. i have over 40 drafts over 5+ years that i never posted because i didn’t see the point in it. i posted somebody else not with an expectation of gaining attention, but to help me commit MYSELF to keep writing even when times were difficult. 
            
            somebody else is the most valuable thing i have ever created and it’s because of you. 
            
            and if you have ever commented on the fic or my profile in any way: i see you and you especially have made this fanfic into my safe-haven and a community. 
            
            
            thank you so much <3
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bulletforbee

pt. 2)
            
            to add on, ive been struggling financially and have extreme health concerns that have down made it so i need a cane to get around- reminder: i work retail at a mall so its my job to walk around and assist people and be on my feet all day, but also because of this disability, i dont work very much. 
            
            this morning I also put down my childhood cat who has always been my baby boy, he was 13 and it was a long time coming- but i had been cherishing all my time with him the past few weeks. 
            
            i also have had major lifestyle changes that include a (now previous) friend who dumped a lot of their life onto me and even wedged themselves to live at my home with me and my family. she soaked up all of the support i gave her and abused it. she is out of my life but i’ve been having to recover in many ways. 
            
            things have not been all negative and draining- i have also been having some of the best days of my life this year. i’ve been to 12 concerts so far this year and have more upcoming. i was given the opportunity to see concerts in houston and travel with my best friend there for it. at one of my shows i even got to go on stage with a few other fans and dance with the band. i’ve been listening to some of the best music i could ever hear and making friends plus getting closer with friends i used to stay casual with. i have met some of the most amazing and supportive people and dropped the most toxic which has helped me get through this looking at the upsides. 
            
            and i will admit, with as many shows i’ve been going to and even travel for some- it HAS made it so i have less time to work on these fanfics (of course) 
            writing will always be a deep passion of mine, but if you don’t know im only 20 (in 1 week) and until i was 19 i had no life experience i was completely secluded from a social life. 
            i have made the greatest memories this past year and especially the last 7 months.
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bulletforbee

SECOND TO FINAL CHAPTER OF SOMEBODY ELSE JUST PUBLISHED <3

Jenny8274

@bulletforbee when is the next chapter?? Can't wait....
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bulletforbee

@bobsisnotinteresting me neither :,) but there will def be a sequel coming in the near future <3
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bobsisnotinteresting

I’m not ready for this to be over!
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bulletforbee

IMPORTANT UPDATE!! hello friends <3 thank you for the love on both somebody else and wdywfm- i love writing these fics and am excited to finish/continue them. ON THAT NOTE: i have just started a second job and will be working 30+ hours a week total while also driving hours to and from my new job and to take care of family in another city MEANING i don’t have a lot of free time and whatever time i have will be focusing on resting. i am going to do my very best to commit to an update schedule once i adjust to working two jobs and i am starting the finish the final chapters of somebody else. thank you all for your love and support, i truly can’t express my gratitude <33

snowflakenouis

You are a trooper! We will be here for you whenever you are in the headspace! Take good care of yourself <3
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