bulletforbee

@bulletforbee i’m also working behind the scenes on a more action/thriller forward fic based on the song ‘The Dark’ by scary kids scaring kids featuring Noah (of course) and plan on releasing those chapters weekly after it is fully written. i’ve typically written and updated alongside each other, but this is a passion project as it’s heavily inspired by ‘The Walking Dead’ which i love very deeply. 
            
            i’ve also been thinking and brainstorming fics that are NOT Bad Omens ;) let’s just say i’ve been a fan of TADC for years and loved the ending and many AUs. 
            
            love you all and i will return to your screens soon <33 

@bulletforbee I MIGHT ACTUALLY DIE OF JOY

I’m so happy I’m gonna die! lol 

@ bulletforbee  hell yeah!!

@h3donist i honestly wanted to add more too but ive had such an overwhelming year i needed to wrap things up so i could prioritize life happenings :,) but i promise we’ll get some more in the next one <3 

@bulletforbee I loved the whole story in general. Wish we explored themes a couple a bit more  (loved it though)

@ bulletforbee  I'm just able to see chapter 36 and the extra

@bulletforbee I love driving at night listening to this with my windows down. It brings such calmness 

absolutely obsessed with both songs! specter especially has been on repeat- i like impose but the chorus is what i REALLY love <3

pt. 3) 
            
            somebody else has changed my life and followed me closely, holding me up as i put my heart and passion into it while navigating through everything. i know updates are spotty, i know it sucks as a reader because as someone who used to avidly read fics bc i felt the same way. 
            
            every single read- even if it’s just one person who read one chapter and then left- has made me eternally grateful. 
            
            i NEVER in my entire life would expect to have an audience for my creation- especially writing. writing has always been my outlet and escape- it was never something i used for a platform. i have over 40 drafts over 5+ years that i never posted because i didn’t see the point in it. i posted somebody else not with an expectation of gaining attention, but to help me commit MYSELF to keep writing even when times were difficult. 
            
            somebody else is the most valuable thing i have ever created and it’s because of you. 
            
            and if you have ever commented on the fic or my profile in any way: i see you and you especially have made this fanfic into my safe-haven and a community. 
            
            
            thank you so much <3 

pt. 2)
            
            to add on, ive been struggling financially and have extreme health concerns that have down made it so i need a cane to get around- reminder: i work retail at a mall so its my job to walk around and assist people and be on my feet all day, but also because of this disability, i dont work very much. 
            
            this morning I also put down my childhood cat who has always been my baby boy, he was 13 and it was a long time coming- but i had been cherishing all my time with him the past few weeks. 
            
            i also have had major lifestyle changes that include a (now previous) friend who dumped a lot of their life onto me and even wedged themselves to live at my home with me and my family. she soaked up all of the support i gave her and abused it. she is out of my life but i’ve been having to recover in many ways. 
            
            things have not been all negative and draining- i have also been having some of the best days of my life this year. i’ve been to 12 concerts so far this year and have more upcoming. i was given the opportunity to see concerts in houston and travel with my best friend there for it. at one of my shows i even got to go on stage with a few other fans and dance with the band. i’ve been listening to some of the best music i could ever hear and making friends plus getting closer with friends i used to stay casual with. i have met some of the most amazing and supportive people and dropped the most toxic which has helped me get through this looking at the upsides. 
            
            and i will admit, with as many shows i’ve been going to and even travel for some- it HAS made it so i have less time to work on these fanfics (of course) 
            writing will always be a deep passion of mine, but if you don’t know im only 20 (in 1 week) and until i was 19 i had no life experience i was completely secluded from a social life. 
            i have made the greatest memories this past year and especially the last 7 months.