Vinnie

there's no use in lying, honestly. i haven't written much in a couple of years, and i'm not sure if i ever will. as much as i love writing and creating worlds, i think fanfiction has gotten away from me. i turned 21 earlier this week and i've been on this account since i was 16. i fear that it's never going to feel better writing now than it did back when i started, especially when i wrote apbaon. 
          
          i've loved writing and i've loved my community on this little corner of the internet. i'm not leaving the fandom, nor am i deleting anything. everything will remain as it is now. but i think it is time for me to just let go and move on from wattpad. i've made some really great friends from here, and i'm so thankful for the experiences i've had and what has led me to where i am today.
          
          thank you so much, all of you.
          
          with much love,
          vinnica ♡

good morning vinnie's wattpad

i don’t know if I’m an idiot or an idiot but what happened to your things on Spotify???? (i was thinking of apbaon earlier and i was wondering ‘huh…where did it go?’)

so like i know it's been over half a year since i said i was making a discord server ahaha...
          
          seriously this time, who of you would join it? i feel like my readers have kind of dispersed and forgotten about me :sob:
          that's lowk my fault tho cs i tend to disappear for months at a time anyway...

i saw iron lung last night and, by god, it was a phenomenal fucking movie. mark really out did himself, that was incredible
          
          i 100% recommend seeing it, though it is rated r because of all the. yk. blood. in the blood ocean. on the moon. that has a blood ocean. where the video game takes place. and there is body horror, so if you're not into that stuff then probably don't watch it :']
          
          but it was SO good. i neever doubted mark for a second, but he did completely surpass my expectations. it was amazing

HAPPY NEW YEAR'S!!!!
          
          here's to a year where i'm going to write more <3

i LOVE irish names, they're so beautiful and genuinely the prettiest names i've ever heard in my life
          
          but dear lord, i wish they were easier for my simple brain to read LMFAO

GOOD MORNING BUMBLVEE NATION MY NAME IS RAE AND IM HERE TO SAY VINNIE IS A FRAUD!!!! /silly also happy thanksgiving :))

'the hand' by annabelle dinda, except it's apbaon!scott.
          
          "a hand, a spike" would basically be zach hurting scott
          "a physical fight" would be any time zach and scott would fight and zach would overpower scott
          "a flash of light" would be the performance of romeo and juliet
          "a curtain" would be the scene with zach scott and jimmy backstage
          "a toll" would probably be zach financially abusing scott
          "a tithe" would be scott begging his father to let him stay
          "the passage of time" would be scott slowly falling in love with jimmy
          "a height, a dive" would be lauren on the bridge
          "a burden" would be scott after finding out lauren, zach, and the kid who khs because of scott were all dead
          "a girl, a night" would be when scott took his anger out on gem
          "a typical type, a siren in the water" would be scott's initial image of zach and how zach turned out to not be mr perfect like scott thought he was
          "a scroll" would be the scene of scott and jimmy practicing their lines together alone
          "a nod, a message from god" ig would be them getting married?? 
          "a son" maybe joey because he always sucked up to scott's father
          "a holy father" scott's father
          "every time a guy writes a song, he's a sailor, a cowboy. holding out the world in his palm like he made it himself" (although it already has a meaning) would be scott's distorted image of love, and how he accused jimmy's "love" of just being jimmy wanting to get into scott's pants instead of truly cherishing him 
          "every time i open my mouth, i think wow what a loud noise. still up in the soapbox just hoping i seem underwhelmed" would be scott reserving his feelings and upset so he can blend in with the crowd that he was thrust into when he started dating zach

i think it says a lot about my sense of identity and/or self-confidence that, whenever i'm asked "what [insert thing here] would you be", i never directly answer and instead ask other people what they think i give LMFAO
          
          anyway! how are you guys :D