bumblvee

HAPPY NEW YEAR'S!!!!
          	
          	here's to a year where i'm going to write more <3

FallenShadow012

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
          	  I need to write so badly lmao
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bumblvee

'the hand' by annabelle dinda, except it's apbaon!scott.
          
          "a hand, a spike" would basically be zach hurting scott
          "a physical fight" would be any time zach and scott would fight and zach would overpower scott
          "a flash of light" would be the performance of romeo and juliet
          "a curtain" would be the scene with zach scott and jimmy backstage
          "a toll" would probably be zach financially abusing scott
          "a tithe" would be scott begging his father to let him stay
          "the passage of time" would be scott slowly falling in love with jimmy
          "a height, a dive" would be lauren on the bridge
          "a burden" would be scott after finding out lauren, zach, and the kid who khs because of scott were all dead
          "a girl, a night" would be when scott took his anger out on gem
          "a typical type, a siren in the water" would be scott's initial image of zach and how zach turned out to not be mr perfect like scott thought he was
          "a scroll" would be the scene of scott and jimmy practicing their lines together alone
          "a nod, a message from god" ig would be them getting married?? 
          "a son" maybe joey because he always sucked up to scott's father
          "a holy father" scott's father
          "every time a guy writes a song, he's a sailor, a cowboy. holding out the world in his palm like he made it himself" (although it already has a meaning) would be scott's distorted image of love, and how he accused jimmy's "love" of just being jimmy wanting to get into scott's pants instead of truly cherishing him 
          "every time i open my mouth, i think wow what a loud noise. still up in the soapbox just hoping i seem underwhelmed" would be scott reserving his feelings and upset so he can blend in with the crowd that he was thrust into when he started dating zach

FreddieAndGeorgie22

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@bumblvee ... WELL FUCK YOU TOO VINNIE, YA JUST HAD TO MAKE ME CRY TODAY- /Pos
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bumblvee

"the hand, the pen, the writing again" the repetition of scott telling jimmy that he just needs a little more time with zach so he can see his sister again
            "the wind around the willow" scott's hope that zach will finally be different
            "the felt" scott and grian connecting over similar traumas
            "the ice" scott and zach falling into the river and scott surviving yet thinking zach had died
            "the passage of time" scott finally healing and then being forced into the same position again when joey and zach meet scott at the diner
            "the melting down the window" lauren.
            "the now, the then, the thinking of when" scott thinking about how zach treats him now vs how kind and gentle he was in the beginning of their relationship, and missing it
            "the bottle in the ocean" lauren's 'i love you' text to scott
            "the strike" the car crash
            "the pause" scott's attempt
            "the message from god forbids (s)he show emotion" nathan and amanda assuming the worst of scott
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bumblvee

i think it says a lot about my sense of identity and/or self-confidence that, whenever i'm asked "what [insert thing here] would you be", i never directly answer and instead ask other people what they think i give LMFAO
          
          anyway! how are you guys :D

Smajor2010

@bumblvee i just woke up.
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FallenShadow012

Lol I do the same thing 
            I’m doing okay. Finished all my yearly tests yesterday 
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bumblvee

hermitcraft season 11 is out!! 
          
          whose povs are guys watching this season, and what are some of your favourite moments so far?

localghoulz

@bumblvee haven't seen anyone's videos yet, but I'm planning on watching Mumbo's
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AlexiaVoltaris123

@FallenShadow012 I agree, Bath Salt and Gem understanding it was insanely funny to watch.
            I don't have much time tho so I'll stick happily to G.
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FallenShadow012

Oh god so far
            Grian, Gem, Scar, Mumbo, Cleo so far. Gonna watch some more and see
            Favourite moment so far is Grian going to Impulses and Tangos base and yelling about the MASSIVE HOLE AND VILLAGER FARM AND IRON FARM BECAUSE IM SORRY ITS EPISODE 1!
            I also love his cave exploration with Gem, Scar and Joel. BATH SALT
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bumblvee

Getting tested for cancer after having gone through 3+ years of treatment is another level of fear </3

AlexiaVoltaris123

@bumblvee Oh god I didn't even see that, hope you're doing okay!
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FreddieAndGeorgie22

@bumblvee Oh, you've got this Vinnie, and we're all wishing you the best <3
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FallenShadow012

Aww bless you. I wish you absolutely all the best at your testing. Stay strong <3
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bumblvee

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i just want to say something real quick about this because apparently i haven't been clear about where i stand politically, and i guess i need to say it directly for the people who seem to think they can get away with being trumpies on my page.
          
          FUCK ice. FUCK trump. FUCK this xenophobic terrorist organisation. FUCK you if you support this shit. NOBODY has ANY business being on MY page, enjoying MY work, and being around ME if you support the trump administration. if you don't already know, i am a first generation immigrant native to japan. i'm queer. transgender, and afab. i WILL speak out for injustices against minorites. i WILL speak out for the genocide in palestine. i WILL speak up for the lgbtq. i WILL NOT tolerate bigoted and racist assholes on my page. you do NOT deserve to enjoy MY art and writing if you can't enjoy the existence of people simply because of the food they eat or the holidays they celebrate or the way their eyes are shaped or the colour of their skin or the family they make. 
          
          get the FUCK off of my page if you support these terrorists.

Shortnamesaremid

@bumblvee i totally agree, and I feel for the children raised in families that support them. Its really not the kids fault, they were just raised in a family that promotes these awful people. My grandparents had a big hand in raising me, and they’re very MAGA etc, but Im glad to have had my eyes opened to the world. If you believe the racist, homophobic things that Trump and them say, I do not support you. If you were raised in a household that does, and are actively trying to break free of that, I think its important to support and educate you <3
            
            Thanks for speaking to this vinnie, its SO important.
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RosalindArundel

@bumblvee go off King/Queen/your Highness! Scream for those who are scared to scream!
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Cyansong

Say it louder for the people in the back! Same with me. People have spotted Ice in my area and Trump might send federal troops to a city within driving distance from us. I try to keep politics off my page but if someone brings it up I’m not going to hide my bias because what’s going on right now is not ok. 
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