Life might be cooked, but at least I don't have to give MDCAT tomorrow. 😭
Literally, AFTER THREE YEARS!!!
Three years of constant stress, constant trauma, the endless cycle of insomnia, studying in my room for hours without even eating properly… and now, somehow, it's finally over.
Yeah, I didn't get what I wanted. All those years of hard work, all the crying, all the prayers, all those sacrifices… none of it led me where I desperately wanted to go. And that still hurts. 🥀
But the lightness I'm feeling right now is genuinely unexplainable.
Like-
NO MDCAT TOMORROW?!? 😭😭
I don't have to wake up and study for it. I don't have to count down to another attempt. I don't have to carry that pressure around anymore.
It genuinely feels like a dream.
After three years of living with MDCAT hanging over my head, I'm finally allowed to just… not give MDCAT.
And honestly?
I think I needed this feeling of finally putting the weight down.