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Hei it's me again. lil bit late cause i forget about this. I'm getting exited to update every year about myself every year in this platform lol, bcs I know nobody gonna read it so it's make me confident.
Not like last year, I've date two boys in 2k23, yeah but in the end of the year I'm single again. which is give me a lot of lesson. I've cried a lot, I'm also very happy, I give, I've got, I'm also lost, I'm hurt but I'm heal, I even got cheated on, and as always I've got a lot of hate.
You know, I love a lot when I love a person. I even didn't give myself a love itself. And that made me realize something. Sometimes I need to stop give a hundred to a person who didn't also give u a hundred. But back again, I can't do that. I always gave everything I have to a person that I love.
Another lesson is that we didn't have to force person to love us, cause love is simple, and boys are simple. When a boys loves a girl, they will do anything without a girl asking. And when two people are in love, they will connect without forcing, everything will be floating so easily just like the river. And when everything ends, it ends
I leave a boy and I got left by a boy. The foolish me is when I make my standard of my happiness to my boyfriend, so when he left me, I felt like my world is destroyed, but then I know that those feel won't last forever.
I've got my first kiss this year, at lips, at my 17th's. From the boy that I taught never leave me, but he did. He made such a sweet promise but all that are just a lie. And that becoming a lesson too by don't belive such a fucking boy bcs they're all lie.
note to my self : broke up didn't mean you alone, you still have a friend around and a family. It's okay, everything will be fine at the end, if it not fine, then it's not the end
please don't tell me anybody read this