buriedBeneathGarbage

I MISS MY EX NOW..
          	she was so nice and sweet and now when I thought i forgot her I meet a person who I just forced to see everyday, who looks and acts exactly like her 

buriedBeneathGarbage

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@buriedBeneathGarbage  it's ok to be scared to ask for help, but you need to get help, hurting yourself is not good for you, please ask for help, for your own good
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buriedBeneathGarbage

I remember how when I was 5 or so I was going to ballet. But sometimes we would learn tango or waltz
          I still remember a few dances we learn for performance and think about asking my friend to dance with me or smth
          I hope she'll agree, cuz this stuff is really calming 

buriedBeneathGarbage

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I have an uncontrolled feeling, that when drunk people say me something I just feel like it's very stupid and disgusting 
          Even if they say something really smart, for me it such bullshit that I want to rip my eyes out and stuck them in my ears to not see or hear that thing