Cas Cloutier

How does it happen? One minute I can be as happy as I could ever be and the next I could want to kill myself. It's 1:08 and at 1:05 I was happy, now I wished I wasn't alive. I wished I'dve done things differently and been a better person... but I can't... I was never anything but a stick up bitch and I lead myself to believe I was cool because of it but I know now I'm nothing. I always have been and always will be. I can't change that, I won't do anything with life and I won't be successful. I know the speech already, I know I'm "cool and amazing" I'm "not useless" and "your important" but I'm not, you can't say someone is these things off your don't know them and the fact is that the people who do know me don't understand me. And I can't feel like my life keeps falling apart... I'm losing myself... 

@slenderboy152 I just wanted to say that I love your book(The Club 1 and 2) and the way you write it, you have gotten me so intrigued in it that I want to read more and when I first began reading the first one I was like "Yey I can read this until the end!" And then I started to read the second book and now I cry when I can't goto the next chapter because there isn't one but I wanted to thank you for just being here and being alive, because your are one of the people that I think are making the best of life. You are an enjoyable person and I wish that I could meet you one day, so I wanted to maybe talk to you for myself and get to know you. But it's okay if you don't want to, just the fact that you could possibly read this is good enough for me

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