@handsome_t00ru man I gaurentee you can make it if you try hard enough, but I think you should seriously talk to your parents more about this. Give them a bit to try and understand, Give them some grace and explain the situation, be honest. Tell them it hurt you a little and build up that trust. (Parents aren’t perfect, they may have not known that it would hurt you) But All that being said, I do believe you can make it and you will always have me on your side :)