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@heartsiphoner    ╬═    [  santiago hopes to search for a lie,  and that maybe—maybe he'd be able to find one.  however he watches alistair carefully,  and he can't help but feel his heart skip a beat at their words.  ]    i am selfish,  an arrogant which i am.  yet still,  i have not deterred you.

i am a fool for you,  such disappointment does not exist when i look at you even if it should.  [  a pause,  white irises staring into golden,  warm hues.  though his voice rings cruelty,  alistair only sees the light of the sun staring back at them,  ]   even now,  when a part of me is angry at you & your jealousy  (…)   you selfish,  arrogant witch,  you.

@heartsiphoner   ╬═    and does my heart not beat enough for you to realize that i,  am the same as you?    [  santiago is the first to stiffen,  it was the first time he had ever come to terms with this.  with them.  the witch searches,  searches for any lie in the undead's gaze.  /there's nothing/,  and something snaps inside as he reaches forward—yet hesitates.  ]    then i would be selfish enough to ask you to succumb to such nature.  for you might be more disappointed in me,  to have craved for such depravity.    [  his breathing deepens,  and he leans closer,  unphased by the way metal stings his nose.  ]

@heartsiphoner   ╬═    shall you take a bite of one more then?  it's sweeter,  this one seems.

mm.  only because it was fed to me by your hands,  yes. 

@heartsiphoner  ╬═    [  the taste of saccharine will conquer over the rest of the strawberry that had slowly grown shrewd.  it was from the garden of the leonor—abreu's estate,  it did not matter if a faulty fruit or two had gone stale.  ]    and was it worth it,  now that you’ve gotten a taste? 

@fatalefang   ╬═    if it gives your heart any rest,  i hadn't planned on bringing to light of this    ..new change.    [  santiago's fingers flex carefully,  it's dark irises casting to the vampire rather cautiously.  it watches curiously,  amused.  ]    but you could have ignored me.  there must have been a reason for your approach.

@buryhisoul       surprises aren’t enjoyable to me any longer.    haven’t been in years.    time withers away any chance of a happy little surprise.

@fatalefang    ╬═    surprise?  i  thought  you'd  be  a  little  happier  to  see  me,  katherine.  

inspired  by  gothic  horror,  witch  craft,  edgar  allen  poe.  mentions  of  bipolar  disorder  +  triggers  include  religious  trauma,  gore,  violence,  internal  homophobia.

⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ❛     AND  THEN  I  THOUGHT,    ʷʰᵃᵗ  ʷᵃˢ  ᶦ  ᵃᶠʳᵃᶦᵈ  ᵒᶠ      ⌣⌣       THE   TRILOGY   OF,    S͟ANTIAGO    ͟L͟EONOR—A͟BREU.

yeah, the entire day off. just make sure you don’t go running off to somewhere you’d be easily recognised.

@4theglorys         ∗         and what about the day after that, a break finally?

why, you’re annoyed? i haven’t even done anything.

@vulpimuse,     you can do as you please. i could care less,      [eyes flicker to the other, irritation disguised as indifference as lips press together.]

@turbulenxe       ∗      your negative emotions are increasing. are you hiding something?

later, yeah? i promise i’ll eat. just.. not now.

@turbulenxe       ∗       you should be eating, seonghyun. 

⋆  hyeonho shrugs in lieu of a reply, flopping onto the couch opposite his bandmate. he doesn’t quite know how he should respond. is he meant to offer sympathy, or ways to help zenith fall asleep? maybe neither, and simply accompany him for the time being. all he does is turn onto his back, staring up at the ceiling.  ⋆                i guess i just didn’t want to sleep. or maybe i couldn’t. either way, it’s the same result. 

@starIII7        ∗       go ahead,      [zenith muses, voice low as dark eyes flicker off to the space ahead of them. fingers gently pressing against the side of his jaw, unsettled by the nature of whispers which lick away in his own mind. gwi—ma being more active then he usually was, unable to contain the way irritation rose on typically unfeeling features.]       you couldn’t sleep either?