@butchersmiles
hi if i posted a different version of ordinary (it doesn't romanticize stuff as much and jim is clearly The Bad Guy which is what i always meant to do but didnt) and still kept up the one i've already written and kept updating it, would anyone read it? honestly,,, it's been a good thing for my mental health and developing a writing style but idk if i should bother sharing it lol
me, thinking about the fanfiction i wrote in 6th grade when i was going through a very Hard Time and have already rewritten once since then: hmmm. this is good. but.... HEAR ME OUT.......... a s e c o n d rewrite. just. fuckin rewrite that shit. all of it
new poem is up. i know most of you follow me for my fanfic but this one's pretty personal and it's something i needed to get off my chest. you don't have to read it but it would be appreciated if you did. massive tw for sexual assault (it's in the title).
@butchersmiles MY CHILD ARE YOU OKAY!?
new chapter of ordinary will likely be posted soon! sorry for my absence lately, ive been struggling with depression and ed relapse.
when the antidepressants are making you drowsy as shit but @carlstheprincess just published another chapter
seeing your ex moving on without you really hurts like you spent so much time telling me i was beautiful and that i meant the world to you and that meeting me was fate and i was the last person you texted every night and now you're out there getting on fine without me and im still here trying to clean up the mess you made
here's a tip don't fall for older guys who will only ever see you as a friend cause it sucks my dude
fuck homecoming fuck catholic school fuck girls who leave me without telling me fuck dances fuck girls who hurt my friends fuck peer pressure and especially fuck panic attacks in the middle of the gym
hi my name's amanda and my favorite hobby is falling in love with people who hurt me
