@buttereisya
I'm sorry for being inactive for so long... Im better now after some episodes happened...How do I explain this.... I almost do something on October 15th (my birthday) ... I remember having a bottle of pills and a razor in my hands.. But then I remember that my mom was on her way home and i could not let her see me like that and especially on my birthday... But I'm feeling so much better now xxx<3
If i die tomorrow, please forgive me for my wrong doings and if I ever annoy you please forgive me.... Don't worry about me I'm fine... I'm just taking a break from everything for a bit
Pretty sure if suicide is halal, I'll be gone a long time ago
@nrbtrsya_1510 let me tell you, that's EXACTLY how I feel and I haven't been myself lately and the previous month was all depression and suicidal thoughts byt now I'm a bit better and ik that you can't too. Just have faith in yourself <3
@Keenfor_whydontwe thanks for reaching out.. Everything is just too much for me rn... Everything is just so overwhelming... With my parents high expectations and today's beauty standards and knowing that I don't match up with them dont make the situation better.. Btw thank you ilysm <33
