bvrningcvltvre

I've been considering coming back to Wattpad to start writing again but I'm not sure. I might or I might not. Depends on life and my mental state.

nothereanymoresorry1

Hi... I know it's been a um... long time, Madi. But hi. This is Avan... I hope you still remember me. I know we're not close anymore... heck we haven't talked in months. And... well... I guess I just want to know why you don't like me anymore... that might be too much for me to ask. I'm sorry. I get that you don't like me anymore... but I just don't know why. We used to be best friends, hell, we even called each other our twins before. I don't know why you hate me... and I just wanna know I guess... You don't have to respond to this, of course you don't. You can mute me if you haven't already done so. I guess I just wanna know; what happened? Oh, wow... I'm getting anxious while I'm writing this... but even if you never respond or look at this. Just know that I don't hate you, okay? I never have... I guess I just want to know why is all. Sorry if I'm bothering you or something... it's just been bothering me I guess... I'm sorry. I just don't want the months upon months of our friendship to just go out the door. Again.. I'm sorry to bother you, Madi, I just wanna know. Thank you for your time...

bvrningcvltvre

@WritingAwakening I honestly don't know what to say. I don't hate you, not even close. I can't tell you why I stopped talking to you, but what I can tell you is that it wasn't your fault. There was just too much drama in my life and I needed to stop. I love you like a sister, and that'll probably never change. But what I need you to realize is that we need to go our separate ways. We've just grown apart too much and I can't force myself to go into what is the past. I'm sorry, but this isn't about you or me, it's about how the past is the past, and we need to drop it and move on. You've made an impact on my life, and like a Sharpie, you won't be leaving me anytime soon. Trust me, this is best for both of us- it just wouldn't have worked out other wise. I love you so much ~Madi, AKA Nerdy_Stories, AKA -Fedorkable-
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