@bwinforthewin Honestly, I know how hard it is to move on from losing someone who you think you can depend on your life without a second thought, that's what I have always thought and after losing my father last year I'm hurt and depressed and there are so many things I still want to talk to him about but I can't and that's the thing which somehow guilt trip me everyday, crying or regretting won't get him back, I know it very well but it's just so hard... I love him so much for what he did for me and I hope you are coping up well with your pain because it's just too hard for me even after months. I was at point one then I still am on the same spot now but I hope it's a different story for everyone, because you move on from these things despite how hard it is I hope you and your whole family will.❤️