bxmi_trash

i’m going to make this short because i don’t want to make u guys waste your precious time on me haha but i’m permanently leaving this account for good. not bcs i find no joy in writing nor bcs i stop being a stan, but i find writing in english as my second language becoming exhausting. i just want to challenge myself to write actual stories with my native language, so i hope you can understand. all the works will still be here, don’t worry, but i won’t go back here anymore. i sincerely thank you for all the support this account and the stories have been getting and i read all your messages, it made me cry honestly T.T 
          	
          	thank you, it’s been such a joy writing for you guys. 
          	
          	much love,
          	bxmi_trash

Unbeliebubble_Mochi

@bxmi_trash NOOOO  i just found out about your stories, and just finished break up trip, kinda sad thinking that you wont read my comments. It was one of the best book ive ever read here, your english is perfect. Thank u for writing such a wonderful story that will surely leave a special place in my heart. Hope you have a great life, author 
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JaekayAhn

@bxmi_trash hii.... idk if you will ever read this but somehow i hope you do. Honestly, after you decided to take a leave for awhile on wattpad, i think i should too. I've investing my time reading on this apps. I really love your recent story. I attached to it. Really. and I doubt you recognize me. I've been anticipated with your updates not knowing you are really have a harsh time to gain ideas to build the story. I'm so...sorry. Right now, I've exploring some new things to do aside reading and I've found it. Moving on might be the right words but yeah i think it is. Before that, i hope you know,, I've been attached to your story and I can't bring myself out to read your updates knowing you would take a leave bcus i am really sad even right now. Nevertheless, I've come to understand you but thank you so much for your amazing story. Thank you ❤️
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DaydreamingVisions

@bxmi_trash  Thank you for your stories (': I hope you will keep writing & develop your skills even further ^.^ I appreciate that you won't delete any of your works because I'll definitely go back to them some day :'3 Take care of yourself & do what makes you happy! Thank you again for everything ♡♡
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bxmi_trash

i’m going to make this short because i don’t want to make u guys waste your precious time on me haha but i’m permanently leaving this account for good. not bcs i find no joy in writing nor bcs i stop being a stan, but i find writing in english as my second language becoming exhausting. i just want to challenge myself to write actual stories with my native language, so i hope you can understand. all the works will still be here, don’t worry, but i won’t go back here anymore. i sincerely thank you for all the support this account and the stories have been getting and i read all your messages, it made me cry honestly T.T 
          
          thank you, it’s been such a joy writing for you guys. 
          
          much love,
          bxmi_trash

Unbeliebubble_Mochi

@bxmi_trash NOOOO  i just found out about your stories, and just finished break up trip, kinda sad thinking that you wont read my comments. It was one of the best book ive ever read here, your english is perfect. Thank u for writing such a wonderful story that will surely leave a special place in my heart. Hope you have a great life, author 
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JaekayAhn

@bxmi_trash hii.... idk if you will ever read this but somehow i hope you do. Honestly, after you decided to take a leave for awhile on wattpad, i think i should too. I've investing my time reading on this apps. I really love your recent story. I attached to it. Really. and I doubt you recognize me. I've been anticipated with your updates not knowing you are really have a harsh time to gain ideas to build the story. I'm so...sorry. Right now, I've exploring some new things to do aside reading and I've found it. Moving on might be the right words but yeah i think it is. Before that, i hope you know,, I've been attached to your story and I can't bring myself out to read your updates knowing you would take a leave bcus i am really sad even right now. Nevertheless, I've come to understand you but thank you so much for your amazing story. Thank you ❤️
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DaydreamingVisions

@bxmi_trash  Thank you for your stories (': I hope you will keep writing & develop your skills even further ^.^ I appreciate that you won't delete any of your works because I'll definitely go back to them some day :'3 Take care of yourself & do what makes you happy! Thank you again for everything ♡♡
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bxmi_trash

hello, idk if anyone still reads my stories or not, but it has come to the point of me not finding joy in writing on wattpad. i tried very hard but i’m just really tired, constantly beating myself up for not coming up with better story ideas in order to keep the readers from getting bored. i feel like my works are mediocre, honestly under developed and i’m having a major writer’s block for months now. i’m sorry for caring too much abt what ppl think of my works, i wish i can just ignore everything and stay with my initial goal, to share my story. 
          
          i feel regretful to say that i’ll be taking some time off of wattpad, i have no idea until when and i’ll upload a few more chapters of preordained i’ve written weeks ago before completely going to hiatus. 
          
          i’ve loved writing and will always love it, but i need to take care of myself and learn not to overthink. i wish to use my time off wattpad to learn and expand my knowledge abt writing stories. 
          
          for those who’ve read any of my works, i’m eternally grateful for your support. i hope you all have a wonderful life. 
          
          take care, stay safe everyone. 
          

beingkelly

I HAVE BEEN YOUR FAN AND YER HIS DAISY IS UNIQUE AF AND JUST MY TYPE
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JaekayAhn

@bxmi_trash hello, I'm ur fan here. It is sad to see one of my fav authors going on hiatus. But it's okay! Please don't pressure yourself too much. You're doing great more than u think! Pls take care of yourself too and don't overwork and I'm hoping everything is going well to you. Take your time and stay safe. Thank you for writing amazing book! Preordained really have a special place in my heart ❤️ I really hope to see you even if takes a long time. Byee ☺️
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sunaoverdose

@bxmi_trash hi:) i hope you're going to be okay. Don't think about it too much we can wait. No your works aren't mediocre you inspire me to write even though I'm having writer's block. Don't worry and take a rest<3
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JaekayAhn

I hope you are doing good, authornim. Have a nice day.
          Much love from me.

JaekayAhn

@bxmi_trash awww..nooo... good luck!! Stay safe toooo
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bxmi_trash

hello! i’ve been rly busy with my thesis so i cant publish as often as before. thankyou for the support i hope ur doing well and stay safe love
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JaekayAhn

comimg here after listening to jk-still with you. while listening, smth come to my mind and i really think preordained suit well this song. omgee I'm in tears.
          
          "Your faint voice passes by me
          Please call my name once again
          I'm standing under the frozen sunset
          but I will walk step by step toward you
          Still with you 
          
          Pitch dark night with no single light
          I should not be used to it
          but it's so familiar" 
          
          T.T

JaekayAhn

@bxmi_trash awwwww omgeee...but but jk's voice is really soothing :')
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bxmi_trash

noooo pls dont make cryy, i keep repeating that song while writing the story omg T.T 
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JaekayAhn

Hi authornim. It is an honour to me the facts you're mentioning to be your reason for updating bcus you're one of my favourite authors! I really love your stories. I ain't trying to be cliche and whatsoever. But every update amazed me. The way you write it beautifully inspire me soooo sooo much. I hope you are doing well despite the pandemic. Thank you again for keep updating and i wish you could find motivation within you. Your talent shall not be wasted! You are doing great! I love you. 

bxmi_trash

i really want to try writing stories in indonesian, should i just make another wp account for it? 

bxmi_trash

@nuttaehoe awww thankyou so much for the encouragement :””( i’ll keep your words in mind❤️
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dosieposies

@bxmi_trash i've read all ur books and wow :(((
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dosieposies

@bxmi_trash yo u should make one alright like all ur stories are all good tf u make the best plots :3
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