bzrnmybones

Happy 4th of july to those who celebrate! And those who don’t? Happy firework day, as my sister put it! Hope everyone has a wonderful night! Ilysm :3

Zoey038

Hello,
          I was wondering when you will update the sinclair brother book?

Zoey038

@Zoey038 it's ok take ur time it is a really good book btw!
Reply

bzrnmybones

@Zoey038 yes! Sorry. I’ve been working on an update for a while, it will be out sometime soon, i promise.
Reply

bzrnmybones

This account is officially DEAD. as much as i always loved writing, no matter how stupid, everything i used to enjoy is no longer fun to me. I do not know whats wrong with me. I apologize to my mutuals whom i have kept out of touch with, it’s hard, i haven’t been able to keep up with much of anything.

bzrnmybones

@pan_and_proud03 just logged back in. Maybe what i need is a full detox, if that makes sense. I don’t wanna give up on writing. I used to love it, and it’s still my passion. I realized why i was losing interest, in fact, it was always a thought of “what if it’s depression?” In the back of my mind. It wasn’t until i noticed that i just stopped taking care of myself. That i stopped having energy, stopped wanting to get up in the morning, that i realized something was wrong. Depression might not be it. But whatever it is, i want to be better. And i WILL get better. Might delete most of my writings, or draft them, i want a fresh start, whenever i feel better.
Reply

pan_and_proud03

@bzrnmybones thats ok, sometimes you just lose interest in things you used to love, kind of like how the shows you watched as a kid are now cringy and childish, and sometimes its just a loss of motivation or declines in mental health. you were probably the first friend i made on this app and im so glad i 'met' you and got to talk with you. are you deleting your account too, or just going 'permanently offline'?? either way, if you are going ill miss you so so much, and wish you the best in all your future endeavors. you will always be a special friend to me<33
Reply

bzrnmybones

Not that anyone cares cz this is VERY small detail but i don’t rhink i can work on bceoming a writer anymore i kinda hate working and i haven’t been able to take care of myself or prioritize the things that i ysed to really love and im sorry for not writing but um yeah and rhats all my fault and im so sorry for not doing it anymore especially when millie and i had planned to do stuff together. Life doesnnr work out the way u want sometimes sadly :((