cailyn

if u constantly choose ur boyfriend over ur friends you! are! the! problem!

lmao the way that i invited three ppl over td and none of them showed up and the closest thing i have to a friend at this point is a soundcloud rapper with 13k on instagram that compliments all my outfits bruh i fucking hate myself. 

my sister and her friends come up to me in the halls every chance they get showing me what their knuckles look like after playing bloody knuckles in the school washrooms everyday because, according to them, it’s fun and to me it seems like it’s a contest to see who can fuck their hands up the worst, lmao how do i tell them that they’re dumb grade nines and they should stop because they’re gonna hate themselves for this in a couple years—

this grade 9 in my school won’t stop texting me and he came up to me after school and gave me a box of smarties, idk how he knew where my fucking locker was and then he forced me to walk home with him and this girl
          
          so yeah. 

is there any chance i’d be a less miserable person if i lived in wyoming and rode a bike to school every day 

“wait outside while we call the police”

I found the backup list of food I’ve thrown or seen thrown a couple weeks ago so here we go again

I rlly miss xxxtentacion

Okay fuck now that I’m actually thinking more about it I got extremely mad today because I lost a five dollar bill and before taking the books and some papers out of my bag I dumped the entire contents of my bag in the garbage and as I think about it more I vividly remember like around 3 or 4 weeks ago putting that piece of paper loose inside my backpack and like half of the papers are still in my bag but I’m really worried now that the list ended up in the garbage

The book about foods I’ve thrown is #310 in #whatamidoingwithmylife lmfao why
          
          Sadly I may have to discontinue it at least for a while because I am unable to find the list of foods I’ve actually thrown or seen being thrown. It was an extremely long list, so much so that I spent around two hours thinking about all the foods that have ever flew and there’s no way I could remember the whole list off the top of my head. I can definitely remember a number of things on there which I haven’t written about yet and in the meantime I’ll write those.