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fuck im cuttiing myself again

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so my bestfriend told me she liked me, i confessed my feelings toward her and then the next day she told me she didnt feel the same like make your fucking mind up i dont wanna get hurt again

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ok ok its been a minute but alot of shit has happened i dont know what to say, but i put on 5kgs and i have personal training tomorrow and i dont wanna embarass myself cause right now i cant even run 50 metres without getting out of breath im fucked fuck this someone help

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YALL- i was at the mall today with my mum and we went to the food court to get lunch and shit, she went to a separate thing as me so i had to wait at the shopping cart for her, right fucking in front of me was a guy that i randomly added off quick adds and i called him hot then i found out he was six years older than me and he completely ghosted me. Fucking hell he’s short

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im so fucking done with life at this point. im not suicidal or anything like that its just, every fucking person i get close with they just turn into complete strangers again. I cant talk to anyone because I honestly dont know who to trust, for the first time ever this week has just been filled with complete tears. Infact im crying right now. A girl I was halfly close with, well we hung out Sunday and then had a sleepover Monday, i was texting this guh I'd known for over two months, all she kept doing was asking for his snap and saying how hot he is, so I accidentally left my phone on and she snuck onto it and got his snap, they've been texting ever since and honestly im fucking stupid for thinking i even had a chance with him, and now im sounding like a literal bitch to him because my fucking toxic ass just wants him, I only ever really wanted him but no, silly me cant be perfect for anyone.