thinking about rollins and carisi makes me a little emotional. like i love them both so much?? they deserve the world?? and they get that TOGETHER?? oh my goddddd.
today i told lilah about her grandpa dan (in a coffee can) and showed her pictures. she went “grandpa!” when she saw him. so cool. that made me cry. and made me miss him so much and wish he could’ve been around to meet his granddaughter.