cIeradin

thinking back on it, the obsession that i had with this fandom was genuinely unhealthy. the things i felt at the ripe age of 12-14 were things i probably shouldn’t have been feeling daily. i was so invested in the lives of all of these famous people and it would genuinely upset me horribly that i couldn’t be friends with these people. honestly think i was a bit parasocial. it was definitely character building though!
          i think i’ll always have wattpad to thank me for my english skills in school LOL

i love coming back here every now and then my life’s always so different lol. pretty sure none of my mutuals are active anymore. my main activity era on this account was during my parasocial ahh obsession with the whole stranger things x IT fandom. you HAD to be there, what a time. 
          anyways that “2 years loving boyfriend” i was on about LOL broke up 6 months ago. 
          i am only just getting on the obx train cause first few times i tried watching it i couldn’t get into it but now im binging. i am here for rafe. i’ll probably be back in another 6 months. or 4 years. who knows 

gonna need a good few years to get over that finale
          rip byler
          rip eleven :(
          rip rovickie
          
          rip to the duffer brothers good writing
          i can’t believe the only byler interaction in the whole fuck!ng finale was added bc noah ASKED THEM TO

honourable mention to my new username, it’s actually legendary. 
          i love the paladin x cleric byler trope 

just thought i’d lyk i’ve moved to ao3!!!!! that feels like a canon event, i hated it before. 
          i’m trying to refrain and not become obsessed bc ik it will genuinely massively distract me from school n im currently trying to actually get into university :)
          i’ve been reading byler ff, honourable mention to you took my heart (i was sleeping) 
          also i have a beautiful amazing boyfriend (husband) of 2 years now, he’s the best :)

btw, byler endgame, see you in 6 days!

wow, things have changed. 
          i still love stranger things and all that comes with it.
          i’m doing my alevels rn i feel so grown up reading back on my past conversations.
          i miss being a young teenager in 2021 when my life actually could revolve around my fandom.

@lxrsewriting

Byler>>>>

Ibf? You seem cool