{vanessa}

a new taylor swift album means new lyric titles >:) 

disasterology live hurts 17 year old me’s heart, man. she’s wrecked 

if someone woulda told 14 year old me that not only would she would be writing fanfic but GAY SMUT at 25, she probably wouldn’t have believed you tbh. i don’t even believe me 

this is gonna be so sappy but i’m grateful for wattpad :( i know i always talk a lot of sh!t abt it but it gave me a platform to write fanfiction for the first time. ten years later and i’m still writing!! 
          
          it introduced me to fandom culture! writing and shipping and drawing and tweeting and reblogging— i’m lucky to have grown up knowing what it’s
           like to be such a big fan of something without feeling weird. 
          
          it also gave me my bestestesttt friend in the whole wide world. it’s been ten years and we’re meeting this summer for the first time. we’re meeting and hopefully seeing the bands that we wrote for ten years ago. it’s a full circle moment honestly. 
          
          i’m so grateful for the opportunities and the life i had as a little 15 year old <3 

i’m 24, almost 25 in like a month and a half, and my bio still says 22 lmao 

there’s nothing like joining a new fandom and finding the creative urge to write for it! 

i miss writing </3 

KRISTIN AND GABE ARE EXPECTING A LIL BABYYY!!! what?! ohmygod

whaaaat? me updating something? absolutely bonkers! anyway go read if you’d like <3 
          https://www.wattpad.com/1451862692?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=postToProfile&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create_writer&wp_uname=cIoudystark

wattpad fixed its sh!t but they took away the message feature so all of my messages between me and my friends from 2015 are G O N E. like?? we met bc of this stupid app and those were our first messages :( i’m sad as hell, man