You can't re-create the first time you promise to love someone or the first time you feel loved by another. You cannot relive the sensation of fear, admiration, self-consciousness, passion, and desire all mixed into one because it never happens twice. You chase it like the first high for the rest of your life. It doesn't just mean you can't love another or move on; it just means that the one spontaneous moment, the spilt  second that you took the leap, when your heart was racing and your mind was muddled with What ifs?-that moment-will never happen the same way again. It will never feel as intense as the first time. At least that's the way I remember it. That's why my mother always said we memorialize our past. Everything seems better in a memory

la novia de jack ross
  • new york
  • JoinedMarch 28, 2020



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