Intense Screaming

So like I wanna do this thing where it is literally just random thoughts and tidbits of stuff but like I don't know if I'm gonna publish it though.

Also, I've decided to make The Man With the Fiddle into a collection of short stories that I'll be adding on as new chapters as I write them. I just added a new short story to it called Eight and I have one that I was working on that I'll be continuing to work on for a bit. Please check out my short stories, I'll update whenever I post a new one. Lastly, remember to worship thy holy crab lords.

It's been forever since I've checked wattpad, I have so much reading to catch up on.

How do I even have followers all I do is talk about a religion that I made up like a year ago

Crab Lords
          

~Reasons I Hate Summer~
          Number Four:
          I, being as lame as I am, don't have any chance to get out of the house, not including weekly exercise things or the store. I only went to another persons house, that was a friends house, once. It was the only time I was even invited to anything this year so far. Don't get me wrong, I appreciate the times I do get to get out of the house, but it seems really rare.

~Reasons I hate summer~
          Number three:
          I hate pools, I prefer the ocean, but I live in pennsylvania. My little brother loves pools, so o have to get in the water and play with him. I hate it

~Reasons why I hate summer~
          Number two:
          I have a summer birthday. So I can't ever bring little treats into school, or get like a piece of candy from the teacher. And no I'm not a child, I just have child like fantasies.

~Reasons why I hate summer~
          Number one:
          I lose contact with all of my friends and then next year I'm all alone because I am too scared to talk to people.

Touch my mouth and hold my tongue
          I'll never be your chosen one
          I'll be home safe and tucked away
          Well You can't tempt me if I don't see the day
          
          The pull on my flesh was just too strong
          Stifled the choice and the air in my lungs
          Better not to breathe than to breathe a lie
          'Cause when I opened my body I breathe in a lie
          
          I will not speak of your sin
          There was a way out for Him
          The mirror shows not
          Your values are all shot
          
          But oh my heart, was flawed I knew my weakness
          So hold my hand consign me not to darkness
          
          So crawl on my belly 'til the sun goes down
          I'll never wear your broken crown
          I took the road and I fucked it all away
          Now in this twilight, how dare you speak of grace
          
          So crawl on my belly 'til the sun goes down
          I'll never wear your broken crown
          I took the road and I fucked it all away
          Now in this twilight, how dare you speak of grace
          
          So crawl on my belly 'til the sun goes down
          I'll never wear your broken crown
          I can take the road and I can fuck it all away
          But in this twilight, our choices seal our fate
          ~Broken Crown