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more oc notes i wrote at two in the morning
          
          roman: you're so cute
          lucifer: I AM THE DEVIL,

,,hi i'm alive lmao i swear i'll post /something/ when i get out of school in like, two months. i'll probably have something finished by then.

procrastination is writing a script based on your novel instead of the novel itself

the only thing i've written in the last few months is six pages of an outline for a story kill me

went through the notes on my phone and found a thing about my ocs
          all it said was 
          
          tobias: don't stab him that's rude
          olivia: tobias he killed like ten people

mmm yes but if i was writing a self-insert now i'd be shipping myself with reyna
          i want reyna to punch me in the face

REMEMBER WHEN I HAD THIS CLICHE SELF-INSERT CHARACTER THAT I SHIPPED WITH LEO
          REMEMBER WHEN I IMPULSIVELY BROKE UP CALEO
          i don't even like caleo so it makes sensE BUT I STILL CRINGE THINKING ABOUT THE WAY I DID IT LIKE
          CALYPSO WAS COMPLETELY CRAZY?? IT WAS SO OOC
          ican'thandlethisohmygod

i hope no one remembers that pjo "fanfiction" i wrote in 2014... it was so self-insert and the writing was so cringeworthy and like?? what even was the plot?? i found some of it written in an old notebook and honestly... @ 12 year old me wyd

sometimes i think about rewriting that pjo fanfiction i had going for a while but i have s o many other things i need to write
          if i do rewrite it, it'll be totally different...i mean when i thought about it my first thought was "i want lev to literally kidnap harley" 
          yeah, so. don't know if/when that's happening. 
          i have some of my oc jordan's story posted on the character thing...if you wanna read that. not too good though, it's three in the morning.
          yup. g'night.

a word of advice: don't try to change your art style too often or you will forget how to draw i speak from experience
          hahA cue existential crisis