caffe1ne_overdose

Oh and happy 30 days of gay

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I've had taken a break from writing and while I was gone I created lots more dnf AUs of which i am currently writing one. 8k words in right now and it's still chapter 1 </3
          
          I have indefinitely abandoned my dnn dolly parton series on ao3 (caffe1ne_overdose) and maybe once I am done with the current fic, I might get back to it
          
          I have been getting involved in lots of different fandoms now so I might do things with them as well, no promises
          
          Well, hello again, I'm back :)

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I'm a little bit obsessive
          I need to learn my lesson
          My kindness is a weapon
          A weapon that you turned on me
          
          Still, you leave me guessin'
          'Cause you're so iridescent
          You show the world s smile
          But show your true colors to me
          
          Think I got the message
          Thought our love was destined
          But it's more like a death wish
          A guarantee for misery
          
          Time for my confession
          You're toxic, but infectious
          You feed off my attention
          Well (well), starve
          
          You won't eat me
          You hungry, hungry cannibal
          I never feed the animals
          
          You won't eat me
          You hungry, hungry cannibal
          I never feed the animals
          
          Tell me when to drink
          Tell me when to eat
          Tell me when to smile
          Tell me when to breathe
          
          Tell me when I overreact
          No, tell me again, please
          I love being told what to do
          But only when I'm told by you
          At least, that's what I used to think
          But nowadays, I'm on the brink
          
          I'm no longer blind
          I've opened my eyes
          To see you as you are
          A cannibal disguised
          
          You eat away at me
          You chew my heart and mind
          But now, I'm off the menu
          Find someone else to dine
          
          You won't eat me
          You hungry, hungry cannibal
          I never feed the animals
          
          You won't eat me
          You hungry, hungry cannibal
          I never feed the animals
          
          You won't eat me
          You hungry, hungry cannibal
          I never feed the animals
          
          You won't eat me
          You hungry, hungry cannibal
          I never feed the animals

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"Milo could've died. You burned down our first ever actual home. With Milo in it. My child could've died. How is this not betrayal, friend?"
          
          one by one, my friends and I are creating lore in Minecraft and this hit hard 
          
          context: friend 1 burned the Community House and my pet zombie Milo was in it (he didn't die but we kicked her out and are working on a new house without her D: )

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(also I'm sick and was sniffing and friend 2 joked that I was crying because of her betrayal lol)
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Tell me once again
          I could have been anyone, anyone else
          Before you made the choice for me
          My feet knew the path
          We walked in the dark, in the dark
          I never gave a single thought to where it might lead
          
          All those empty rooms
          We could have been anywhere, anywhere else
          Instead, I made a bed with apathy
          My heart knew the weight
          Ten years worth of dust and neglect
          We made our peace with weariness and let it be
          
          The moon will sing a song for me
          I loved you like the sun
          Bore the shadows that you made
          With no light of my own
          I shine only with the light you gave me
          I shine only with the light you gave me
          
          Name your courage now
          We could have had anything, anything else
          Instead, you hoarded all that's left of me
          Swallowin' your doubt
          Like swords to the pit of my belly
          I want to feel the fire that you kept from me
          
          The moon will sing a song for me
          I loved you like the sun
          Bore the shadows that you made
          With no light of my own
          I shine only with the light you gave me
          I shine only with the light you gave me
          I shine only with the light you gave me
          (I could have been anyone, anyone)
          I shine only with the light you gave me
          (I could have been anyone, anyone)

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So you feel entitled to a sense of control
          And make decisions that you think are your own
          You are a stranger here, why have you come?
          Why have you come, lift me higher, let me look at the sun
          Look at the sun and once I hear them clearly, say
          
          Who, who are you really?
          And where are you going?
          I have nothing left to prove
          'Cause I have nothing left to lose
          See me bare my teeth for you
          Who, who are you?
          
          Now you're moving on and you say you're alone
          Suspicious that this string is moving your bones
          We are the fire, we see how they run
          See how they run, lift me higher, let me look at the sun
          Look at the sun and once I hear them clearly, say
          
          Who, who are you really?
          And where are you going?
          I have nothing left to prove
          'Cause I have nothing left to lose
          See me bare my teeth for you
          See me bare my teeth
          
          Who, who are you really?
          And where are you going?
          I have nothing left to prove
          'Cause I have nothing left to lose
          See me bare my teeth for you
          Who, who are you?