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I have decided to discontinue “MY LOVE.” I am apologetic to the ones who were anticipating for Baekhyun and Sera’s story to unfold. The reason why I discontinued is because a year ago, I saw nothing wrong with the idea of an age gap as such but now, I’m skeptical. 
          	
          	In my fictional story, no matter how hard I try to not make Baek a pedo by over explaining how he never savoured feelings for Sera when she was underage, he still saw her as a minor. He loved her as a sister when she was younger, that “brotherly love and care” can’t be confused and turn into romantic and intimate feelings overnight. And even if I make him have feelings for Sera when she was a minor (that’s disgusting), and we say “but he didn’t act upon his feelings until she was an adult” that’s grooming and that’s disgusting as well. It’s not just about manipulation or gaslighting her, which he did not do in the story but seeing a minor as a potential romantic partner in the future is very perverted and criminally gross. No matter how much happiness and peace little Sera brings into Baek’s life, he has known her as a child and he should not be able having any other feelings towards her. If she meets him as an adult, it would be a diffident story.
          	
          	As for that, I am not very fond of the cdrama “Hidden Love”, even though it’s acted out by all my favourite actors. It doesn’t matter if the feelings are suddenly changed later, it’s still weird to suddenly wake up one day and see someone you have always seen as a sister/brother as a romantic partner. 
          	
          	I’m not unpublishing the book because I want to remember what I’ve learnt and reflect upon it. It’s a part of my past silly self.

caffeinatedjane10

I have decided to discontinue “MY LOVE.” I am apologetic to the ones who were anticipating for Baekhyun and Sera’s story to unfold. The reason why I discontinued is because a year ago, I saw nothing wrong with the idea of an age gap as such but now, I’m skeptical. 
          
          In my fictional story, no matter how hard I try to not make Baek a pedo by over explaining how he never savoured feelings for Sera when she was underage, he still saw her as a minor. He loved her as a sister when she was younger, that “brotherly love and care” can’t be confused and turn into romantic and intimate feelings overnight. And even if I make him have feelings for Sera when she was a minor (that’s disgusting), and we say “but he didn’t act upon his feelings until she was an adult” that’s grooming and that’s disgusting as well. It’s not just about manipulation or gaslighting her, which he did not do in the story but seeing a minor as a potential romantic partner in the future is very perverted and criminally gross. No matter how much happiness and peace little Sera brings into Baek’s life, he has known her as a child and he should not be able having any other feelings towards her. If she meets him as an adult, it would be a diffident story.
          
          As for that, I am not very fond of the cdrama “Hidden Love”, even though it’s acted out by all my favourite actors. It doesn’t matter if the feelings are suddenly changed later, it’s still weird to suddenly wake up one day and see someone you have always seen as a sister/brother as a romantic partner. 
          
          I’m not unpublishing the book because I want to remember what I’ve learnt and reflect upon it. It’s a part of my past silly self.

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Wow I’m so mad right now! Few days back, I uploaded a new chapter and edited the 3rd chapter. I wrote a message regarding that too but since yesterday, I was having trouble opening the app. Today when it finally opened, I see that neither the 3rd chapter is edited nor the 4th chapter is published. I forgot to copy it to my notes or other applications so now I have to rewrite the entire thing from my goldfish like memories. Ugh! So frustrating.
          
          Anyways, I already planned out my chapters, yeah, almost took me a year but I still have a long way to go as I’ve mentioned, I want to take time with this book.
          
          Also, i wish everyone a very blessed Palm Sunday  
          Stay healthy and  joyful always. 
          
          ~Jane

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Jeonghan is enlisting soon. I can physically feel my heart crumbling, I’m so not ready to see him going bald although I’ve always loved bald heads. Our angel with iron deficiency, I hope so hard that he will be okay and come back stronger. And Jun, so happy for his acting career but my Carat heart is hurting.  It’s going to take 6 years to see all the 13 members together again. I’ll be 26 years old when the reunion of the 13 happens. Damn. Let’s cheer them on. 
          
          Once Hannie goes for the military, I will focus on his fan fiction more.

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Hi loves,
          
          There’s a lot on my plate these days, I need some time to figure out my life and gather my thoughts so I’ve decided to take a break. I’m really sorry. I will come back as soon as possible. Please be patient with me. 
          Thank you.
          
          With love,
          Jane.

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Besties, I’ll upload the next chapter in a few days, it will take some time cause I’ve gotten a little busy lately and to compensate for that, it’s going to be a longer chapter

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Are you updating your baekhyun fanfic? Him and Sera?
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“My Love” the Baekhyun fanfic is unedited and has a lot of mistakes and stuff so I hope y’all can look over and focus on the story line only. It was my first book and the time I started writing, I wasn’t the most serious so I wrote it too casually. I’ll edit it once I’m done publishing all chapters or maybe when I get enough time cause life’s just too busy.