cafipeony31

Hi everyone. I’m currently battling depression so I have no desire to write anything. Stay safe everyone.

cafipeony31

Hello it's been a while. I won't be writing for a while. I mean, I will be. but every time I try, I don't feel motivated. I kept rewriting again and again and it just never stops. coz my words and ideas won't flow together properly and it's frustrating. Plus I don't really have that much time to write. If I do feel encourage to write, It will take hours and in the morning I would feel horrible from lack of sleep. Plus, i have work to attend. Yes, even in this pandemic issue. Where I live, there's no lockdown yet. and it's scary. anyway I don't want to discuss world in wattpad. when I'm writing, I'm in a different world where i feel fascinated and happy. sorry if that's offensive. but it's the only peace of mind I have.  anyway, take care. I will update when I have time to write. stay safe everyone. God bless.

cafipeony31

Although I'm recovered, I'm not fully recovered. I went back to work and literally focused on that for the past five days and I gotta say, I feel so damn exhausted. My job is stressful and so is my life but that's nothing new. I just wanna say, I miss writing, but I don't even have time for writing. I don't eve have a day off this week and I'm doing overtime work because of financial crisis. I really wanna write you know, but at my work, the rules have become tight. I can't even write this properly, my mind is everywhere and I'm going to bed. good night.

cafipeony31

I don't know how to say it but I'm having personal health problem at the moment and couldn't write properly even though I'm dying to write. It's all bottled up in my head due to this 'issue' I am having. So I don't know if this message even matters, but I chose to put a my stories on hold for a while and focus on my health. I'll write again as soon as I'm healed. I'm scared and I hope to God I'll get better. Thanks for your time.

cafipeony31

Should i close down my wattpad account and look for better story writing place? I mean im getting no reviews for my stories and im starting to give up at the lack of attention. Am i invisible on wattpad? Or are people here just ignorant? My friends and family wont even read my stories it's why i'm here in the first place but i get treated the same thing here. With literally no support, i started to question many things. I promoted my stories everywhere, i even put mature content because 'sex sells' and i did what wattpad asked for. I mean what else should i do? I don't care what reviews I get, say it's boring or lame or just correct my grammar, as long as someone actually reads it. So please help me.