My abandonment issues is so bad for me to have a talking stage with someone. I will literally think they don't want anything to do with me anymore for not responding to me right away
In another life, we would have lived in the same place, got together easily, stayed with each other, and were able to control my emotions, gotten married, and have our dream fantasy house like we always talk about. But life has to be unfair for us
And also lately Im having a hard time believing anything from the Bible, I think they were just written on psychosis centuries ago.
However if you see me praying that's because I'm desperate and I want to believe someone out there is listening to me