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Random Thought Dump
TW: SH mentions and ED Mentions
So, i started a new school recently. There is this girl there that I don't know how to feel about. She is genuinely a good person, but the things she talks make me feel a certain way. Not necessarily upset or frustrated, but somewhere around uncomfortable.
She talks graphically about her self harm.and eating disorder. I won't go into any details, as they are obviously not mine to share. What gets me is that it makes me feel bad for recovering from my eating disorder and not harming myself as much as I used to. While I wouldn't say i am totally clean, the incidents are few and far between. It is nerve racking and damaging to be in an environment like this, but I don't know how to bring it up without sounding like an asshole or sounding really rude. I tend to have trouble with tone regulation so i try to go with the flow, but it is not good for me. I am already starting to relapse with my eating disorder and I don't know what to do. Advice?
cailloushairline
So, I'm laying down under my bed right? Tell me why my cat starts grabbing my leg and smelling it?!?!
Cutiequokka
omg hi!!! i just realized something, im literally writing a story that got started by ur interaction with another person abt cheesecake and i havent even followed you lol! im going to do that now (idk why i felt the need to post a message on ur mb but yeah lmao)
cailloushairline
@Cutiequokka OMG I AM SO SORRY I HAVENT REPLIED SOONER. I absolutely ADORE you making a fic on this and most definitely will be reading it
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cailloushairline
rip my kiof stan era, may you stay dead, unlike jason todd
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KISS OF LIFE FUMBLE CHECK
1) dressing in cornrows and bantu knots (watch their hair start falling out)
2) "please dont unstan us" Belle, 1/2 AMERICAN members after the live
3) participating in stereotypical "ghetto" mannerisms
4) the TWO members raised in a society where these things are both expected and fround upon participating.
5) obviously generic and insincere apology
6) apology was 91% ai.
7) being shocked at backlash, just like blackpink is
now, ik that kiof was either on the line (or in) one controversy or another but this sealed the deal for me. we made it two years. its sad too bc i really fucking enjoyed their music. but as a black stan, i am always puting my self over artists.
as of now artists banned for me are
Blackpink
CL
Jay Park
Kiss of Life
Alaska Barker
Drake
(and more i cant be bothered to remember right not)
thanks for listining to my ted talk.
Cutiequokka
@cailloushairline REAL I FEEL THE SAME LIKE THEIR MUSIC WAS SO GOOD BUT LIKE WTF DID THEY THINK WOULD HAPPEN WHEN THEY DID SOMETHING LIKE THAT
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cailloushairline
Stop why did i JUST find out my favorite band is (temporarily) disbanding. crying sobbing throwing up
cailloushairline
drake cannot recover from that
cailloushairline
I come on here to talk abt how my dad started playing dmx's Rudolph remix, only to look at my notifs and see that my fav fic went from hiatus-discontinued. Not really complaining tho bc the author said they might be rewriting it as an original book sooooooo, I'm gonna be religiously checking my notifs
cailloushairline
"Ok [name], reasons 1 through 13, you all of them"-my classmate to a mutual friend while we are doing a personal finance project