cailloushairline

Tfw you finally log into your alt account after over a year bc you forgot the password

cailloushairline

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Random Thought Dump
          
          TW: SH mentions and ED Mentions
          
          So, i started a new school recently. There is this girl there that I don't know how to feel about. She is genuinely a good person, but the things she talks make me feel a certain way. Not necessarily upset or frustrated, but somewhere around uncomfortable. 
          
          She talks graphically about her self harm.and eating disorder. I won't go into any details, as they are obviously not mine to share. What gets me is that it makes me feel bad for recovering from my eating disorder and not harming myself as much as I used to. While I wouldn't say i am totally clean, the incidents are few and far between. It is nerve racking and damaging to be in an environment like this, but I don't know how to bring it up without sounding like an asshole or sounding really rude. I tend to have trouble with tone regulation so i try to go with the flow, but it is not good for me. I am already starting to relapse with my eating disorder and I don't know what to do. Advice?

Cutiequokka

omg hi!!! i just realized something, im literally writing a story that got started by ur interaction with another person abt cheesecake and i havent even followed you lol! im going to do that now (idk why i felt the need to post a message on ur mb but yeah lmao)

Cutiequokka

@cailloushairline 
            UR TOTALLY GOOD 
            I HOPE U ENJOY READING IT!
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cailloushairline

@Cutiequokka OMG I AM SO SORRY I HAVENT REPLIED SOONER. 
            
            
            I absolutely ADORE you making a fic on this and most definitely will be reading it
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cailloushairline

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KISS OF LIFE FUMBLE CHECK
          
          1) dressing in cornrows and bantu knots (watch their hair start falling out)
          2) "please dont unstan us" Belle, 1/2 AMERICAN members after the live
          3) participating in stereotypical "ghetto" mannerisms
          4) the TWO members raised in a society where these things are both expected and fround upon participating.
          5) obviously generic and insincere apology
          6) apology was 91% ai. 
          7) being shocked at backlash, just like blackpink is
          
          
          now, ik that kiof was either on the line (or in) one controversy or another but this sealed the deal for me. we made it two years. its sad too bc i really fucking enjoyed their music. but as a black stan, i am always puting my self over artists. 
          
          as of now artists banned for me are
          Blackpink
          CL
          Jay Park
          Kiss of Life
          Alaska Barker
          Drake
          (and more i cant be bothered to remember right not)
          
          thanks for listining to my ted talk.

Cutiequokka

@cailloushairline 
            REAL I FEEL THE SAME LIKE THEIR MUSIC WAS SO GOOD BUT LIKE WTF DID THEY THINK WOULD HAPPEN WHEN THEY DID SOMETHING LIKE THAT
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cailloushairline

I come on here to talk abt how my dad started playing dmx's Rudolph remix, only to look at my notifs and see that my fav fic went from hiatus-discontinued. Not really complaining tho bc the author said they might  be rewriting it as an original book sooooooo, I'm gonna be religiously checking my notifs