cakasii

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          	It feels like all I’ve done is give excuses, and I’m sorry for that. But you deserve honesty and the best I can do is tell you how I’ve felt about it. 
          	
          	When I started this story I fell in love with the rush of you guys loving it, I loved writing it. I loved feeling loved over something I loved doing (a little riddle there.) However, overtime I lost inspiration and started writing things that just weren’t any good just to put something out there.
          	
          	I’m sorry for that. And although my ego is HUGE, I don’t think it’s big enough for me to not admit when it’s time to put up the hat and admit that it’s just not my timing right now, it hasn’t been for a while. But in all honesty, I was scared to let you know that as much as I was scared to admit that maybe it’s best I stop this. 
          	
          	I’ll try to be back, but in case I don’t,
          	
          	Thank you. I love you. 

AreYouMariah

It ok to take a break and heal, we’ll miss you !!
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urppisdinky

When I say take all the time you need, I mean it. Life tends to be incredibly hard at times. Hard to the point you’ll feel you’ll never recover. But if there’s something I’ve learned to believe in is time. Time heals everything. We’ll still be here waiting to see your growth. LOVE U LOTS <33
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cakasii

Part 3/3
          
          It feels like all I’ve done is give excuses, and I’m sorry for that. But you deserve honesty and the best I can do is tell you how I’ve felt about it. 
          
          When I started this story I fell in love with the rush of you guys loving it, I loved writing it. I loved feeling loved over something I loved doing (a little riddle there.) However, overtime I lost inspiration and started writing things that just weren’t any good just to put something out there.
          
          I’m sorry for that. And although my ego is HUGE, I don’t think it’s big enough for me to not admit when it’s time to put up the hat and admit that it’s just not my timing right now, it hasn’t been for a while. But in all honesty, I was scared to let you know that as much as I was scared to admit that maybe it’s best I stop this. 
          
          I’ll try to be back, but in case I don’t,
          
          Thank you. I love you. 

AreYouMariah

It ok to take a break and heal, we’ll miss you !!
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urppisdinky

When I say take all the time you need, I mean it. Life tends to be incredibly hard at times. Hard to the point you’ll feel you’ll never recover. But if there’s something I’ve learned to believe in is time. Time heals everything. We’ll still be here waiting to see your growth. LOVE U LOTS <33
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cakasii

Part 2/3
          
          I started this book with nothing but inspiration and motivation to write something people would love.
          
          I considered getting back on it and start writing again this month, but my writing and reading style have changed immensely, to the point where the story would be heavily (negatively) affected. 
          
          If it is any consolation the story only had 3 chapters left (at most) and it was gonna be a happy ending. 
          
          Maybe when I get motivation again I will be able to re-write it and finish it, but there’s a big chance that maybe I won’t.
          
          The support I have received from you has been absolutely overwhelming and I am beyond grateful for everything you have done for me. 
          

cakasii

Part 1/3
          
          During these past 2 years things along the lines of: my laptop breaking, depression taking the best of me for a while, dear people close to me passing away, getting into a pretty bad car accident, starting school and working a full time job, happened. 
          
          Life came at me fast, hard, and absolutely unforgiving. I went through a period of time that seriously had those around me going “why do things keep happening to you?”
          
          I broke a promise to you guys, which was that I was going to continue this and update, and for that I’m so sorry. 
          

cakasii

To those who have waited, have been kind and understood. Thank you.
          
          Your support means the world. Whether you understand or not, I never thought the story would make it as far as it did, nowhere near actually.
          I thank you for your support and your patience.
          
          But I ask you to bear with me.
          I am trying my best.

lemqndrqps

@cakasii I really hope that you are doing well my love. Continuing the story is totally up to you. Have a good day/night, love you. ❤️
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asteriascelestials

@cakasii take ur time, just hope ur okay <3
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cakasii

When nothing but tragedy has been happening for me since this year started it becomes hard to write
          anything BUT tragedy.
          
          It's not a writers block anymore, it'S not being busy anymore, it's simply not having inspirations to
          write anything down. 
          
          I've been the reader. I know how frustrating it is
          to have to wait. But unless you've been the writer you don't know how frustrating it is to have to make you wait 
          
          I am truly sorry but do know I'm trying my best so
          I'm able to get content out as soon as possible.
          Especially since the story is SO close to being
          finished.