Okay, prepare for a venting session. I've been depressed lately, had some thoughts about self harm; but I stayed away from it, I don't want to hurt myself. I have this bestfriend, I've known him since I was 2, and I've loved him for all of my life. We've liked each other before, but something happened this summer when I saw him. Well, my friend Laura brought one of her friends Olivia with her and Olivia knew that I loved Nate. And I told her not to touch him, or be all up close and personal with him. Can you guess what she did? Yea, she was all over him all the fucking time!! And then she talked to him about me and asked if he liked me and do you wanna know what he said, he said I had no personality and I was desperate. And then she told me she liked him, and then I found out he liked her back and they were dating. I broke, I was in my bed for 5 days straight pretty much, I hated myself, I thought I was never going to be good enough for anyone. But I am good enough, I found out the guy I like really likes me back. Nate is just an ass, and a douche bag, I'm still not over this. I should be right? It was this summer, but I don't know when I will be over him, some songs still send me into crying fits. It really sucks, I need someone to make me happy, and no one has helped me yet.
