yep. that's me.

to everyone who is still adding my destiel fanfic au to their reading lists:
          thank you for believing I'll ever pick up writing that again. seriously. 
          will I ever?
          who knows.
          but at least there's that glimmer of hope that maybe, just maybe, I will. 
          hope everyone is doing well.
          I miss it here.

I used to be here so much that I had my favorite accs and ppl and friends.
          sigh
          I re read one of my favorite fanfictions that destroyed me internally and you know how I know i'm not that invested? it didn't totally destroy me again. so if that's not a red flag about my current state, I don't know what is.
          
          i've been thinking about continuing or deleting me own "destiel fanfiction". gods, I haven't even read destiel in a year or so. crazy.

i'm never on here anymore, bruh
          should I just uninstall watty until I have spare time again?
          hm

I FINALLY updated my story after literally 5 billion years./:

it's pretty cool that everytime I get on watty, there's always 2+ notifications waiting for me.
          I get excited, who doesn't. it makes me feel... famous!
          until I realize they're just
          MORE
          ANNOUNCEMENTS
          FROM PEOPLE I FOLLOW.
          usually the SAME PEOPLE.
          now, i'm not mean or here to harrass anyone, but c'mon y'all, really?
          
          that is all. rant over.
          
          carry on.

ALL THE STORIES I WANT TO READ ARE UNDER THAT STUPID BETA THING AND I'M SO TRIGGERED AND MAD AND UPSET AND UGGHH FJWIT8E93ORIQOSKKDXJJRFJ

"CAN'T HELP FALLING IN LOVE" CAME ON MY DAD'S PANDORA JUST NOW AND I STARTED SCREAMING, "NO NO NOOOOOO!" AND MY BROTHERS WERE LIKE, ...wtf.
          and now i'm in my feels and sad.):

I LOVE YOUR BIO SO MUCH.  PLUS BENEDICT CUMBERBATCH IS MY BAE.  SO THERE

I kind of miss when watty wasnt such a big deal. no ads, no money bragging, no promotions. just plain, simple, innocent fangirls and authors and... people.
          when it was for wannabe authors and introverted souls to unite and share their work.):
          now?
          don't even get me started.

I have nothing new to read and I don't feel like looking for stuff, so I'm re-reading the stories in my reading lists.
          
          the bad news, is that I'm choosing the heart wrenching ones like t&s and Hautley's Bend and sherlock&john.
          
          why am I like this.