You ever just... Wanna stop existing? Like, you wanna go to sleep and never wake back up? Because you feel like you're irrelevant to everything and everyone and you think nobody would care?
Like you're talking to someone and you realize that they weren't even listening in the first place so you slowly stop talking? And you feel like they wouldn't notice. You're online friends would think you're grounded. You're real life 'friends' wouldn't care because they've slowly been replacing you with someone else, and you're family wouldn't care because you'd always been the quiet boring one.
You ever just sit in the bathroom and cry, wash you're face, and walk out with a smile to cover it up? Or you numb yourself to emotions and then they all come crashing over you at once and you have a mental breakdown, and people think you're dramatic?