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fun fact, postpartum psychosis and depression when your kids are dead will in fact result in a stay in the psych ward! buttttt im out now and slowly doing better
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bilesbb
my love you take your time… anything you need we’re actually here - we truly understand any step you take next… i am so deeply sorry you had to endure this I cant even imagine what you’re going through but just know you’re are so strong & you’re amazing in your day to day life , & in our wtp writing wrld you’re so awesome that we enjoy your stories! - just now that us girl do love you & do support you wherever you do , just know all the love you have in your heart is amazing & you love your babies forever & you be sure you always love yourself you’re strong will minded woman!!! - take your time- i am so deeply sorry i hope everyday gets easier for you - your friend bell ♡
(we’re still snapchat friends if you need to txt)
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I don’t know if I’m coming back. As you all know, I was pregnant with twins due in April. On December 26th I ended up delivering both boys, they were both sleeping when they entered this world. It’s been a traumatic and heartbreaking experience and I wish like hell I could use writing as an escape but I can’t with this. I spent nearly 6 months getting to know my boys and they are all I can bring myself to think of. I want the whole world to know them but they didn’t think the world was good enough.
madeddies
@calscigarette i am so sorry you had to go through this :( im not quite sure what to say but im sending you all my love <33
ccargent
i’m not even sure what to say because i’ve never been through this myself but please take your time. if writing finds you again we’d all welcome you back with open arms. i’m so sorry you have to go through this love, please take your time. grieving is so hard and i wish you nothing but the best in the future. all my love <3
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twin boys?! i get to experience wwe smack down in my livingroom for the rest of my life ..!
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pregnancy update:
IM HAVING TWINS!?!?!!!
BabyYoureMyDisease
@calscigarette ok so what im hearing is youre gonna write your own book and publish it
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@i_am_illiterate_ IDK MY FIRST APPOINTMENT THERE WAS ONLY ONE BABY AND THEN BOOM THERES TWO
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y’know who built this house.. lavender. she is the og and idk where I’d be without her
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so I just realized basket case is 3 years old.. when the heck did that happen
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if anyone has a pregnancy trope fic they’re working on and wants any pointers… feel free to ask cause it ain’t all that easy and lavender had it easy when I wrote her pregnant.. ive literally been gagging trying to drink water in the first trimester
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I wanna write so bad but im in the trenches of this pregnancy.. my husband is so lucky he’s on a detachment rn cause id be blaming him
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my husband said our baby is a “nepo baby” cause of calscigarette this man got me laughing so hard
