TessFoster
Did you used to have a stiles stilinski book called Scotty doesn’t know ?
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yes i did
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where did all my active readers go? :( my page/books are so quiet now and it makes me so sad
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@calscigarette part of it is i think that wattpad just got quieter, like people just don't interact like they used to :////, part of it is that i think wattpad also just has less people on it now, because of all the ads and stuff they keep pushing, and then part of it is also timing :/// a lot of people are currently studying for exams, for example, so they're probably not checking their socials as much as they used to.
wh0reforpr0ngsie
Trying to get this degree damn summer semester stealing my life
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@siriuslyblacklol it makes me so sad, i post on ao3 as well now but that’s also quiet
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posted a marvel ff!!
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if i were to ever write a memoir of my life i fear it would be the most traumatizing read ever
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fuck that was the hardest chapter to ever write. but i did it you guys, i updated basket case <3
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this mama is making a marvel fic to soothe the sadness
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i promise some time i will finish basket case, i have part of a chapter written but it’s so very hard to write for
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one of the reasons basket case will be the hardest for me to write is because my sons name is wyatt (yes. yes i did) .. his older brother (by 3 hours) is named jasper (after the stone, not twilight). anyway, while writing will bring me some peace with imagining WD as my son all grown up, it also brings those painful feelings of knowing i will never see him grow up.
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i fear if i made a comeback no one would gaf
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@BabyYoureMyDisease third this!
BabyYoureMyDisease
@clancysnightmare second this!!
clancysnightmare
@calscigarette oh if the come back was a basket case update, ill be waiting first in line!!!
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so im trying to get back into writing/editing (my therapist recommended) and i decided to make a new tiktok.. it’s @ calscigarette2.0 so if you’d like to follow please do!
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Mother’s Day is this weekend and I’ve been crying all week :/ I feel so lost without my baby boys
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@BabyYoureMyDisease thank you so much <3 my husband does tattoos on the side and he gave me one for our boys with their initials, im eternally grateful for the time i got with my babies and i know they would’ve been wonderful men
BabyYoureMyDisease
Idk u but just know im so proud of you!! My mum has 5 kids but before us had 3 stillborns. She has a bracelet with all their initials and tells us about how she likes to imagine the people they would have been. Mothers are the strongest people alive and just know ur babies would be so proud of the mum that u are and always will be to them!