"last time I gave my heart to someone it got shattered in a million pieces. Now I'm scared to trust someone not to hurt me. And it kills me that you are the only person, the only thing in the whole entire world that can make me feel like I am the happiest and luckiest girl in the whole entire world, yet now your smile only saddens me because I'm not the one causing it. Let's be honest here, I was a complete fool for falling for someone like you and not listening to warnings. I was a complete fool for trustig you, because...trusting someone not to hurt you or break your heart...how idiotic is that?" - Quote from my diary 43 days after my boyfriend and I broke up.