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I am going FERAL for the latest photos of Jungkook for Vogue because I might have a story idea with him as the frontman of a rock band o_O

Heyyaa I have so kind of good news for once haha
           
          Last Saturday, I went to a stationery store downtown since I needed a new sketchbook but I also have an addiction to notebooks so I bought one as well... But ! It's going to be my writing dump for all my stories, and so far it's going pretty well ! 
          
          Before, I was just writing the scenes randomly but now I started to build a timeline for the plot and actual character sheets for the protagonists, as well as a few pages for world building for Home. It feels nice to really see the difference and it's starting to feel real !
          
          I need to thicken the plot line for now so I don't know if I'm gonna write soon...
          
          As for the first chapter, it's been ready for a few months actually oof but I'd like to have like 3 or 4 chapters fully wrote before actually starting publishing.
          
          So please wait a little longer ♥️

It’s been almost a week since I moved to Montreal and it still doesn’t feel real… Studying abroad has been a dream of mine and now that it’s happening it feels pretty weird o_O
          
          There’s so much snow tho and squirrels uwu
          
          My time table isn’t as busy as my original one in France so I hope I can get some chapters done and at least post the first one…
          
          (I feel pretty bad for leaving it like that T^T)
          
          So hope to see you soon <3
          Caly

Also Caly what the hell are you still up at 4:30 in the morning ?? GO TO SLEEP BRAIN

Less happy note: I think I had some kind of burn out yesterday ?? I won’t explain the situation in details because I don’t want to expose my life here but I came back to my apartment sniffling and once I closed the door I completely bursted out crying ? 
          It’s been YEARS since I cried that hard oh my gosh I surprised myself
          I felt like the world was against me and everything came crashing down on that day
          
          Next week is going to be really tough, it would put my degree at stake so I hope everything will be alright …
          
          I hope you tried your best, future me ❤️

While I’m not able to write at this moment since uni is literally drowning me under homeworks and exams I am getting plenty of ideas for drawings for Home uwu I’ll see how many I can get done so I could post some along the chapters hehe~
          
          Too bad the one I just drew would be a major spoiler for the story *sigh*
          I might post them on my Instagram too !
          
          Hope to be able to write soon though~

I’m getting random bursts of motivation recently so I’m half way through the second chapter I’d say ? I hope I can finish it soon so I can post the first chapter ~
          
          Oh and I’m kinda stupid, I realized not too kind ago the lil surprise would be for the second chapter not the first ._.
          
          Side note: as I switched to an iPhone recently I also realized there is no emoticons included on the keyboard, imma cry T^T

I might have a lil something for the first chapter ^^ I don’t have a lot of time to write but I hope I can post it soon ! ❤️

Guess who fell sick again <3 why am I so weak lmao it’s not even that cold ;-; and to think I’ll be in Montréal in January I don’t know how I am gonna survive (x~x)

FLASH NEWS: it's not covid !! I did some tests over a few days and they were all negative. Kinda relieved but I'm definitely wondering what's going on lmao now I only have a stuffy nose and I cough sometimes but that's it so I'm pretty confused ◉‿◉
          Besides I managed to finish my report on time and not five minutes before deadline (that's rare) but this Friday I have an oral to present that report to one of my teacher ugh I didn't get any holidays...
          Still I'd like to be in shape since uni start next week but my period decided against it  ;-;