Hi. I just wanted to say that I’ll be taking a short break from updating
Real life is a bit too much right now. The pandemic basically cancelled all my plans, and we are not talking about “not being able to go places and have fun” kind of plans, but ‘I was supposed to move and start a new life’ kind of plans.
Everything is postponed and cancelled and I struggle to find ground under my feet. I’m not in a place where I would like to be, both physically and emotionally.
And somehow, amongst all that chaos, writing that was supposed to be an escape, a hobby, became chore instead. I’m not happy with what I write, not satisfied with what I post. I got to the point where I’m forcing myself to write so I can update each week and then feeling guilty when I don’t and it all feels like a mess. I have absolutely no motivation at the moment, to be completely honest.
I might be back in a week or two; or maybe not, I don’t know. I have to find my ground first before being able to express myself creatively.
I won’t be leaving completely, I’ll still be there to read your fics (so write a lot please because I enjoy reading them!), or you can find me on twitter and instagram, both @camelliaerica
Everyone please take care of yourself and stay safe
See you soon!
Camellia