Camden

Happy birthday to everyone's favorite daughter of Athena!!!
          
          Well, my favorite, anyway. I don't know your life.
          
          Anywho, happy 30th (or, like 18th, depending on which timeline you decide to follow) birthday to Annabeth Chase! 

Y'all ever get suddenly inspired to work on a fic you put on hold, and go to work on it a bit, only to realize it was so clearly written a while ago, and just have to cringe at it, because it's... clearly written a while ago, when you were less experienced, and not nearly as good as you currently are (and even that isn't necessarily great, you know, but it's better than you were, you know), and part of you wants to completely start the entire story over and rewrite the whole thing to make it better, but another part of you wants to just delete the entire story so nobody ever has to read it again, and the last part of you just wants to do what you originally opened the fic to do and work on it from the point you have gotten to already? No? Just me? alright, fair. 
          
          Also, while this has all been happening, it's 1:30 a.m. I'm doing great, can't you tell?

Hi!! Randomly found you on a Willow Falls fanfiction and you seem like a super cool person! Hope you day is going well and if you ever want to talk about fandoms, I'm here :D

Wattpad keeps showing me one of my works under "remember these"
          
          Like, yeah, I get it, I haven't updated in a while, you don't have to tell me, I'm already painfully aware. (And yes, I know that's my own fault for putting my own story in my library, but i don't care)
          
          Also, I recently got my first spam comment on one of my stories, and tbh this feels like an important milestone. I deleted it, but it feels important nonetheless, so I'm commemorating it here. :)

OMG I THINK I REMEMBER YOU I HAVENT REMOTELY TALKED TO YOU IN LIKE A YEAR SO ANYWAYS HIII
          
          (sorry for caps) 

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Guys, I seriously need help of some sort. It is 3:00 a.m. and I am currently making a chart of all the characters I've created for LC, and basically any information I have about them. Fun fact: I have only introduced 3 of the 25 characters I have put on the chart (most will be relatively minor characters, but still, TWENTY FIVE). 
          Fun fact 2: I have just added a column to my chart of the sexualities of the characters, and have been filling that out for some of them, which has led to a few things I could tell you guys about this. 
          Examples: one of Jason and Piper's children is Graysexual, which can be shortened to Grace... One of the Grace kids is Grace. I wish I was kidding... Actually, no, I don't it's still hilarious. 
          
          Anyway, please let me know if you want more, because it's 3:15 a.m. and I can't stop laughing my butt off at my own headcanons for my own freaking characters.
          
          Also please send help.

Before I started writing, I thought that when I created a character, I would control them in every way, y'know? 
          
          Now, though, I've created several new characters (the ones for LC in particular), and honestly, yeah, I created them, but from the moment they came into being in my mind, I no longer had any control over them. They do their thing, and all I can do is record it in writing. It's hard to explain, really, but yeah. I came up with them and they took it from there
          
          I have no real control over their personalities or anything they do. Sure, I can change what I write about them, but whenever I do, it just feels.... wrong. 
          
          I dunno. Anyone else experience anything like that? Or is it just me?

Happy Pride Month, everyone!!!! 
          
          Love,
          Your friendly neighborhood aro ace

Guess whose graduation was postponed due to weather, and is now not until Thursday... :/
          
          Still, more frequent updates should hopefully be coming soon... I hope