@camsfreckles
Hii guys I'm legit so tempted to just pull an all nighter and sleep off and on tomorrow bc tn I am like, MAJORLY wide awake and full of some good creative ideas for my current stories. Btw, one is alr posted but tn I think I'm going to work on like the next one, which I'm pretty excited about hehee <3 we
I swear ion where the creative side of my mind would be if I didn't have Wattpad. Have been on this app sm lately. Thank you for Wattpad and all the other amazing social media writing and editing apps that give me the inspiration to be artsy and creative w my life.
N thanks to my followers for not only the kind words, but most importantly, it is the fact that there are (for the part) ight as long as you stay away from the ppl that are either jealous and want to take your writing which is rare cuz everyone wants to write nowadays I feel like lol
Buttt yeah idk what I'm getting at with this like I said ya girlsjnd is just very sharp and am kinda chatty in the morning which is when I think imma probably be on here most.
So yeahhhh, expect more updates, a possible graphic portfolio (jus for fun cuz I've seen a few ppls on here n they pretty good lol) bc I want to take this side of my life more seriously.
Idk just woke up in an I can concur anything kind of me, and you know what?
Im ight with that ;)
@camsfreckles Damn I just realized I've been on this app for like four years but tbh it should've been way longer but I was having a lot of issues in my past and would just write to ignore my thoughts and not put effort into the actual oc's or just put good detail in but I've matured and learned a lot and tbh I thought Wattpad was just like a childish place for me to explore fanfics (which I will b posting soon, btw lol) but no I forget that if you try hard enough you could actually get a book from here published out for all the eyes of the world to see lol it's kinda cool
For any of you people who are still slightly obsessed w the supernatural fandom or have been for years, I have had a draft in my works that I've been editing and changing up before I decide on publishing it. Can't wait to share it with you all soon ! <3
@-atIass ahh, thank you!! actually do have some spare free time up my sleeve tonight so I'll see what I can manage to get all sorted out and published :)
Also fyi this is like the first actual theme I've made that I have actually really liked coming up with and normally I hate my graphics and covers bc I have insecurities and overthink that not only are my graphics shit but so is my half existing soul on Wattpad sometimes lmfao
@camsfreckles So yeah my unhinged ass is prolly gonna be up now making a graphic portfolio and make graphics from her stories just for that LMFAO I am her she is me
Okay, okay, okay, so I KNOW that you don't judge a book by how aesthetic the cover or graphics for it is yada yada yada but I am just here to say that I made a fresh cover for my original story sticks and stones that I hope somebody is actually reading, even tho it's a lil dark, my b I just write about traumatic real life situations sometimes bc I've gone through an traumatic f'd up situations that I just feel like making a whole new person and putting all that bullshit into them makes me feel a little bit less terrible about myself as a human being lmfao
My poor, poor oc's man.
Why must I become so evil when I write? LMFAO
random brain knowledge - but, do you ever just...like - give yourself permission to be up and atom in the a.m. when you're alone in your chill.plaace just chillaxin?
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Bc like I feel like when it's in the a.m and the world is silent and am actually focusing on the main thoughts my lil mind likes to hide away.
By thoughts I mean legit words that my soner mind can't comprehend sometimes lmfao
Side note don't listen to me I have been ripping my cartridge hella and if you know about me even though I can't remember if I mentioned it in my bio (but if you know my profile, I am IMPULSIVE and re update my theme if it ain't pretty enough lol)
Anyways like I said I'm just aggressively high and feeling creative and when I feel creative I just jot down exactly what my brain is going thru or processing in that moment.
You gots to think deeper when you write,
mans.
Outside the box and from the soul :) <3
@camsfreckles I hate that my phone keyboard lterally just picks up random effing letters and puts them in random places bc I have fat fingers yet i bet I can type faster than your average office desk lady LMFAO It's the little things that annoy me. Like the uppercase Q staring back at me, laughing in my face and mocking me that I can't erase the letter from its royal space. p.s: banking and just writing on ur message board can turn out to become pretty chill when you write bc it opens ur mind up more istg if you just write down something, you'll get more and more imspored to write. Writing is legit addictive n its a fun sort of addiction that I could never give up. It helps me express myself when my voice can't.
Aye whose awake at four am getting creative bc the insomka is kicking in? Me bish. Meeee hehe
Imma just say this, even if nobody's listening:
I know I haven't been publishing or posting much and when I do I just unpublished my stories cuz I feel like my writing is ass sometimes, but i have gotten a few like votes on stories before and shit but idk I just dont know why I unpublish them but I do.
To be honest, I'm gonna change that.
This year, I feel like, is my year, and I know none of y'all don't know me personally because I really don't post on here like crazy and I've never had a story blow up, but if I feel like if I just have confidence and keep working hard, I'll make it happen.
I just can't force myself to wanna write and publish things even when I'm thinking about doing it because then it feels like a chore, and I strongly despise chores. Lol.
Anyway, I'm just popping on here to say, that - I will be on here a lot more. I'm gonna be writing a lot more and getting my profile blossoming to where I want it to be again. Ans I really hope whoever is reading this and sticking to my profile can understand that I am not who I was before.
Currently, there has been a lot of stress and bs in my life with my mental health, and some trauma that I'm getting over, but I'm healing. And I'm gonna write with confidence and be me.
And I hope you guys are ready for this.
@elismohawk thank you so much! I post all the time but my acc is v small and I legit have been on a hiatus for so friggin long but heading that from another fellow follower made my heart flutter. You've got this too fam with whatever ur struggling with or dealing with. :)
Fr sounds dumb but I’ve taken a minute to think about it and I’m gonna republish some of my stories bc I rly like them and want to keep writing them.
Tbh I unpublished all my stories for a min bc I just need to fix them and make them flow better and keep some as drafts cuz sometimes I get so many stories going cuz I love coming up with ideas and get overwhelmed and then stop writing. Lol. So yeah. It’s a struggle but I’ll get through it and start publishing them again soon if anyone even cares.
