Dude, uhm, wow, i'm sorry man, i mean I'm no therapist but maybe you should see one? If it makes you feel better, i think you're pretty awesome, I mean ur funny and ur art is A M A Z I N G, like legit, I've been looking at it and it's pretty awesome, ay, dude, you're worth it kay? don't kill yourself, cuz no one deserves that, and yea *finger guns* :] have a noice day uwu