candesialight

gosh school is literally eating me alive im truly drowning

candesialight

guys lets play a game of guess who my sisters texting except its always her bf that she didnt tell me about but she told everyone else in our close little friend group and i had to find out from my teacher that she had a bf and who her bf is

candesialight

sometimes i forget
          i forget im only a silly little girl at heart
          i forget i cant do everything
          i forget that i cant do this
          
          i forget about work that i need to do
          im drowning in expectations and bitter reality
          i forget to give time to myself
          so i work and work and work
          and i try and try and try
          i try to be the girl that everyone wants me to be
          
          so sometimes i forget
          i forget other people are in this with me
          i forget i can talk to my friends
          i forget about my life
          
          (sidenote why do i always write the best at random moments of my day like i dont even struggle with words which is quite abnormal)