guys lets play a game of guess who my sisters texting except its always her bf that she didnt tell me about but she told everyone else in our close little friend group and i had to find out from my teacher that she had a bf and who her bf is
sometimes i forget
i forget im only a silly little girl at heart
i forget i cant do everything
i forget that i cant do this
i forget about work that i need to do
im drowning in expectations and bitter reality
i forget to give time to myself
so i work and work and work
and i try and try and try
i try to be the girl that everyone wants me to be
so sometimes i forget
i forget other people are in this with me
i forget i can talk to my friends
i forget about my life
(sidenote why do i always write the best at random moments of my day like i dont even struggle with words which is quite abnormal)
ugh i feel like such an asshole but i dont know how to explain my point of view because my brain is weird and overcompensates and overthinks about everything
omg omg omg
my friend just gave me the greatest compliment i have ever received
she said that whenever i sing its like i always have autotune on
as in my singing is good!!