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/  one  thing  i  do  since  i  commonly  have  that  happen  to  me  is  copy  my  messages  before  sending  them  out  and  refresh  the  page  to  see  if  they  sent  out  or  not  :)  [ @fearism- ]

/   i  think  he  enjoys  toying  with  her  and  her  hatred  ,  or  not  and  he  just  doesn't  give  a  double  damn  about  her  .  i  doubt  they'll  ever  have  a  non  hostile  interaction  together  with  how  their  relationship  seems  to  be  going  .  and  okayyayyy  i'll  wait  ^^  [ @fearism- ]

/  and  ofc  !!  take  ur  time  <3  hope  you  have  a  smooth  shift  [ @fearism- ]

/  mf  is  delusional  like  her  skull  .  that  makes  slight  sense  tho  ,  him  seeing  someone  else  through  her  and  proceeding  to  harass  her  cause  of  it  .  I'm  interested  to  see  how  far  he'll  go  to  see  how  similar  she  is  to  that  person  and  what  he  might  do  when  she  does  something  that  doesn't  match  that  person  at  all  .  and  dw  ,  I  didn't  take  it  as  them  having  a  long  one  to  one  freaking  trauma  dumping  session  ,  I  feel  like  even  if  he  does  anything  to  try  and  mend  whatever  the  hell  dynamic  they  have  ,  she'll  fucking  hate  him  nonetheless  for  torturing  her  like  this  lol  she  holds  grudges  real  hard  towards  people  who  hurt  her  ,  for  her  to  ever  ' soften '  to  someone  like  him  is  by  stockholm  syndrome  otherwise  it's  a  dead  end  [ @fearism- ]

/  i'm  actually  curious  ,  why  would  he  cool  down  on  her  because  i'm  sure  all  the  people  he's  torturing  right  now  have  faced  things  she  has  ,  if  not  worse  .  why  would  him  knowing  what  happened  to  her  cause  him  to  mellow  out  on  her  ?  what's  his  goal  in  that  scenario  and  in  general  too  with  her  ?  [ @fearism- ]

(  *  from  the  way  he  screamed  in  agony  to  the  way  his  flesh  crisped  and  sizzled  .  a  choked  sob  escapes  her  throat  ,  she  can't  watch  .  she  can't  .  lorrie  turns  her  head  ,  hair  falling  forward  as  she  tilts  it  downward  like  a  makeshift  curtain  .  she  was  destroyed  .  hope  shattering  in  her  chest  .  no  .  they  were  wrong  .  nature  did  not  work  this  way  ,  animals  do  not  go  extinct  from  torture  .  they  get  eaten  ,  they  die  from  nature  . .  but  they  do  not  get  starved  and  chained  ,  do  not  be  burnt  alive  for  the  sake  of  amusement  .  for  the  sake  of  their  so  called  '  golden  age  '  .  they  are  not  earth  ,  they  will  never  be  earth  .  if  this  is  how  they  believe  earth  worked  .  )  
          
          (  *  there  was  no  way  for  her  to  escape  this  fate  .  no  way  from  her  to  remove  these  shackles  ,  and  even  if  she  did  ,  no  way  to  outrun  these  monsters  .  the  fear  didn't  want  her  to  win  did  he  ?  he  just  wanted  a  show  to  watch  before  she  died  .  he'll  get  his  show  .  but  she'll  ensure  to  make  it  not  worth  anything  ,  make  it  as  boring  as  possible  ,  for  she's  already  given  up  .  the  mere  despair  of  witnessing  everything  so  far  already  crushing  any  spirit  left  in  her  .  it  all  died  out  .  she  welcomed  death  .  with  open  arms  .  dead  eyes  gaze  down  at  the  floor  ,  her  body  tensing  at  the  sound  of  the  fire  burning  out  ,  hinting  that  the  poor  man  was  nothing  but  ash  .  the  most  she  did  was  pick  at  the  shackles  .  not  to  escape  but  to  do  something  .  anything  as  she  waited  her  turn  .  )

here  for  a  long  time  for  them  to  be  in  such  a  state  .  something  breaks  in  her  eyes  .  not  that  there  was  anything  in  there  to  begin  with  as  she's  brought  to  the  back  of  the  line  .  she  stood  there  ,  unsteady  and  threatening  to  fall  down  ,  her  body  swaying  as  she's  chained  to  the  floor  as  well  .  this  . .  this  is  her  fate  ?  to  stand  here  and  die  from  starvation  ?  if  they  give  her  water  ,  they  could  elongate  her  pain  to  two  to  three  months  . .  if  they  wanted  her  to  shrivel  up  and  wither  away  in  the  most  basic  but  cruel  form  of  death  .  she  prayed  it  wasn't  the  case  .  that  they'll  let  her  dehydrate  and  let  her  die  in  the  span  of  a  few  days  .  )
          
          (  *  but  she  jolts  ,  violently  turning  her  head  after  she  hears  a  new  ,  booming  voice  .  her  eyes  widen  at  the  sight  of  the  even  bigger  . .  greater  monster  .  a  wave  nausea  attacks  her  at  the  sight  of  it's  brain  peering  through  it's  skull  ,  bile  threatening  to  purge  out  her  mouth  as  she  forces  her  gaze  away  .  a  meek  noise  escapes  her  throat  as  tears  slowly  roll  down  her  cheeks  .  what  can  she  do  ?  what  is  there  to  do  ?  she's  here  . .  chained  down  ,  awaiting  death  .  it's  words  blur  in  her  head  ,  she  can  barely  take  them  in  .  all  she  heard  was  the  fact  that  it  was  the  age  for  the  monsters  . .  but  was  this  truly  the  way  to  let  them  rise  ?  by  the  death  of  other  humans  ?  it  has  . .  never  worked  like  that  .  nature  never  ran  course  like  that  .  )
          
          (  *  but  her  thoughts  are  cut  short  at  the  sight  of  the  weary  man  being  taken  over  to  the  monster  and  she  watches  in  sheer  horror  as  he's  lit  ablaze  ,  burning  into  a  crisp  .  her  eyes  catches  every  detail  .  every  second  of  it  .  )
          
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@fearism- ]  MHMN—-  (  *  a  muffled  yelp  ,  anguished  in  nature  as  she  continued  to  writhe  and  try  her  very  best  to  pull  her  mouth  away  from  the  baron's  horribly  large  finger  .  she  hated  this  .  hated  how  helpless  she  felt  .  how  easily  she  was  silenced  from  a  mere  finger  .  eventually  ,  her  body  began  to  lose  energy  once  more  from  all  the  writhing  and  struggling  and  the  mental  drain  from  all  of  this  ,  eyes  going  half  lidded  and  exhausted  as  she  merely  watches  the  monster  carefully  take  her  up  the  floors  .  she  tries  to  ignore  the  carnage  around  her  ,  ignore  the  inhumane  things  taking  place  ,  truly  feeling  like  if  she  looked  ,  she  might  just  fall  apart  .  )
          
          (  *  at  the  sight  of  the  empty  room  ,  she  frowns  in  confusion  ,  wondering  what  on  earth  it  brought  her  to  such  a  place  for  .  for  a  moment  ,  she  questioned  if  this  was  where  it  would  put  her  for  whatever  deal  fear  wanted  .  she  eyed  the  dragon  statue  momentarily  ,  questioning  it's  purpose  .  questioning  if  something  was  needed  to  be  done  to  it  for  this  to  begin  . .   but  her  eyes  widen  in  surprise  at  the  hidden  door  being  lifted  up  and  her  being  taken  up  to  the  roof  top  .  for  a  moment  ,  she  squints  and  adjusts  to  the  new  scenery  ,  taking  in  the  sight  of  the  huge  area  .  but  she  froze  ,  paralysed  in  utter  shock  and  gut  wrenching  horror  . .  at  the  sight  of  all  the  tortured  people  lined  along  the  place  .  )
          
          (  *  her  skin  becomes  a  pallor  colour  at  all  of  it  .  the  way  they  were  forced  to  stand  in  such  a  way  . .  not  even  allowed  to  kneel  or  ease  themselves  from  the  ache  on  their  ankles  .  she  glanced  at  all  of  their  bodies  ,  each  horrifically  skinny  and  on  the  brink  of  starvation  .  surely  . .  they  were
          
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/  no  worries  ,  it's  okay  !  i  don't  mind  rlly  long  replies  ,  might  take  a  while  for  me  to  reply  <3  but  i  see  . .  i  didn't  think  he  would  actually  do  that  ,  i  thought  he  would  just  not  care  again  and  leave  her  to  die  anyway  .  it's  a  bit  relieving  to  know  that  she  won't  die  right  now  ,  i  have  no  idea  whether  for  her  to  try  and  escape  her  shackles  or  just  watch  this  all  happen  .  she  wants  the  opposite  tho  ,  wants  him  to  not  be  interested  so  he  drops  off  her  back  so  she  can  just  leave  or  die  by  her  own  hands  in  peace  without  him  torturing  her  to  death  .  who  wouldn't  if  a  demon  god  was  after  you  [ @fearism- ]

/  he's  PSYCHO  ,  very  psycho  TvT  .  i  can't  wait  to  read  up  abt  his  lore  and  see  all  the  other  reasonings  behind  how  cruel  he  is  ,  he's  so  interesting  !!  ^^  honestly  my  poor  girl  is  abt  to  suffer  a  lot  ,  i  know  that  much  . .  cause  if  what  you  said  earlier  was  not  that  dark  ,  then  i  fear  for  her  future  .  honestly  can't  wait  .  also  ,  i  was  wondering  ,  is  fear  someone  who  only  targets  people  to  suffer  physically  or  could  he  do  so  mentally  as  well  ?  what  entertains  him  more  ?  i'm  also  genuinely  curious  abt  why  he's  so  interested  in  lorrie  of  all  ppl  and  why  he  wants  to  throw  her  around  like  a  rag  doll  (  go  ahead  tbh  )  [ @fearism- ]