Sorry, I've had major writers block, a lot has been going on, is almost been a year since my cousin died, and it's just been rough, can't sleep well, and can't think so either. :/ and sometimes i just need a little push, so if you guys have to talk about anything you can talk to me and it won't go anywhere else. I love you guys, and i wish that i could be better at updating, buy I'm not, so I'm sorry.