heelloooo lovely people who read this!
im rewriting my book - "of love and war" bc now i feel inspired after reading loads of dostevesky books also i mightttttt buy books for my bday (in 18?? days) so idk coz I want Crime and Punishment by Fyodor Dostevesky, No Longer Human by Dazai, Metamorphosis by Kafka and The Bell Jar by Sylvia Path. that's so funny since I found a book about Sylvia path poems but it's a guide book or something so it's sad.
I'll have to show my new idea to Strawberry since she's co-writing (more like giving me ideas when I'm stuck) so that she's also aware. rereading my old works makes me feel embarrassed- looking at the mere short paragraphed words that don't make sense but I feel like dostevesky books have helped me alot!! if you guys see the old chapters (before reading Dostevesky books) to the one-shot I wrote (after reading Dostevesky books) I beg you guys would see a huge difference in my work, which I am proud of! also, I want to make an online diary basically copying whatever I wrote I my diary into here. but I don't know if it'd be too shitty and a bit like a Dazai esque book. maybe or maybe not since I am not super keen on having writing posted to strangers online WHILE IM ALIVE. i don't know though. I know most of my views on my stories are from me and Strawberry editing it to perfection since I don't like when things aren't to perfection but I guess that's just me..
anyways this was kind of important so haha. if you've read till here - congrats!! and please if you have an opinion on the whole "online diary thing" please do give opinions since I am a very indecisive person who cannot choose stuff to save my life.
anyways this was a long yap sesh. bye bye!
