canniluvs

;  sometimes I just be creating just to Die out . 

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[   THERE’S AN UNREADABLE EXPRESSION on her face;   her eyes bore holes into @AMERICAN_ME’s head.   an obvious fake laugh cuts through the awkward silence,   like a pre—practiced one.  ]   wow,   i am surprised.   who would have expected (you) of all people to be here.

well,  i’ve been lingering.  “hanging” out,   get it,  @vltrumitpwr.  (TERRIBLE JOKE—she knows.)

@vltrumitpwr 
          
          nolan,  why do you still persist on being nice to me—after everything I’ve said.

"what?  was he yours?"

((Shadow - Livingstone 
          
          One foot in the ground, one foot in the grave
          Don't you dare make a sound (Shh)
          Hear you from a mile away
          
          Don't think twice, you'll be dead in a second 
          Turn your eyes, from your hands to the heavens
          Kill your pride, turn your fear to a weapon
          And don't you forget it
          
          Zero had seen a small group of two scientists walking nearby where he sat, huddled in a corner, hood over his head. When he saw them, something snapped in him, the space where his eyes would be was twitching wildly, long discoloured black tongue making clicks, in his mouth, nothing loud enough to be heard from them. Those were a couple of the many many scientists that treated him as ‘Just a LabRat’, these two worked in the same Lab. They walked into an alley way and then all at once, he was on his feet, barrelling toward them, masked expression crazed, he usually kept a small collection of knives on him, and if there was one thing usually spot on, unless he was shaking, it was his aim. In their labs, nobody knew what was happening and he was sure even if they did nobody would stop it, let alone the fact that he was usually restrained quite heavily. Out here, he didn’t have to be scared they would be able to over power him, especially since it was the facility he’d managed to cause the most trouble at, these ones were definitely scared of him. Not only that, but they had just went out of sight, on a less busy night.

@vltrumitpwr 
          
          you would not believe me if I said i never lied to you;  with the exception of my (true) purpose.  

from my time here on earth,  i know emotions can be difficult to deal with,  especially for non—humans because for us.  there was never a time when we were ruled by emotions,  but here,  it’s different.  [her hand squeezes at his shoulder,  meant to be comforting,  before she lets go and takes a seat on a nearby crate.]  what’s been on your mind lately?  i seen it well before this moment,  the tiredness in your body,  composure slowly faltering.  you wear it like it’s a burden—but you don’t have to lift it on your own.  [a pause,  she looks down at the ground,  mind working overtime to figure out her next words.]  you have people that (care) about you,  they care about Nolan and not Omni-man;  even if you’re not reaching out to me,  don’t leave others in the dark to worry.

[solene listens intently,  nodding along to @vltrumitpwr words;   emotions were difficult but even i she didn’t quite understand them,  part of her seemed to understand that uncertainty.]   that’s the hard part of everything,  i suppose  (  ..  )  how could you know if you never give yourself the chance to (explore) your feelings.  if you need the time to think,  this can wait,  and—and i’ll—  [an abundance of warnings seem to flood her own mind;  don’t get attached,  don’t push him too far.  yet,  she ignores them all.]  i’ll be here if you need someone and i’ll admit,  i don’t know (much) about emotions but—i won’t leave if you need someone familiar around.