canola_star

And here i am.it's been 7years but i still love the same girl. That same girl wayback 2011 that caught my attention coz of her adorable name. That same girl who made me realize that i am a unicorn after two years of denial saying to myself that "she's just my bestfriend and i am fucking straight". That same girl who bought us rings year 2013 that symbolized our love.  That same girl that gave me countless butterflies in my stomach whenever she held my hand in the midst of a crowded place. That same girl who made me cry scaring me about ghosts. That same girl who taught me how to drive motorcycle and trusted me to bring her to a beach with it.  That same girl who always waited patiently outside my school for hours so just we could eat dinner together.  That same girl who made me laughed so hard to the point that i tear up with her corny jokes or pick up lines.  That same girl who made me feel loved and appreciated. That same girl who made me so happy ,i felt like im on cloud nine. That same girl who was the reason behind my smiles. That same girl with eyes that i am always drowning in. That same girl i had imagined my future with.....
          	
          	That same girl who fell inlove with my friend before our first anniversary.  That same girl who i waited for hours outside her place with roses in my hands for our second year but didn't showed up . That same girl who was no longer inlove with me before we even reached the third. The same girl who courted me again after months that we broke up. That same girl who left me a month after i said yes again and left me hanging coz she fell out of love once again. That same girl who made me feel so miserable and broken. That same girl who doesn't love me now even just a bit. That same girl whom im still blindly waiting Yes. That same girl, i still love her with every fiber of my being.