Yuboo

I’ve been mad at my cousin as she is a bit ableist and won’t forgive me for having an adhd breakdown from last year. Worst of all the breakdown happened on my birthday! I haven’t seen her since and no matter how hard I try to apologize she won’t forgive me, and her mom isn’t helping even tho she has adhd her self….  Sry just needed to vent.

I hate that I’m genetically a muscular person. Like my mom is trying convince me that I can change, but trust me when I say I won’t ever be able to do feel right. I now just let life do what it wants with me until my death, where I can hopefully look the way a human should and not an ogre.

I’m back! I know im shouting in the void but I hope someday it becomes more.