:(:

I just wanted to be happy..

To revisit memory lane is a blessing and a curse in one but ends up being  beautiful when it's done 

One day there will be...

And I knew there would be no happy ending 

Learn to forget and move on. You only die once, make your death worthy of remembrance. 

I want us to be okay. I want us to be able to talk about anything again. I miss you. 
          Do I regret what happened? Yes and no. Yes because you were my best friend, you always made me smile. No because we fought to much. It was hurting us both. 
          I would love to talk to you again. My door is always open dear. 

I just want it to be forgotten. I want it to stop ruining my entire life. 

Maybe all that is left to do, is to force yourself through these hard times hoping one day you will be happy again. 

Alone was the worst thing at a time but now it feels like an escape into the demons. Those demons have now become your friends because you agree with them. 

Love is what made me happy now without it I am dying.