Okay moving things over to a new account (which will stay hidden, no matter my relationship with you; if you come across any fics and find them oddly familiar to the ones i had on here than you probably found the account. But i won't be giving the username out) is taking much longer than i had though it would.
I figured forcing myself to push past the mental state i'm in to get all this over with would have worked for me by now, but nope.
Anyways, i'm making the deadline the original one again (end of the month), which allows me to also deep dive my convo board for anything that by those two that hasn't yet been deleted (if I get a therapist proof of some form would help me out more).
If i don't end up DELETING the account (by forgetfulness), i'll have abandoned it by the end of the month anyway and will no longer use it either way.