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I'm bored so I'm revamping my whole account, so my books have been drafted and only once I've updated them a little will i then post them again :>

Y’all ever just have such a vivid nightmare that you’re genuinely afraid of it happening, because it’s so realistic it COULD happen?
          
          Like, most of the things I dream about I either forget completely, it’s about zombies, or they in some way DO happen (it’s very weird).
          
          And I remember this dream too much. This dream of mine could definitely fucking happen. The dream took place in the exact place I live (usually my dreams have slight differences so I can tell whether it’s a dream or not; for the longest time I thought that dream actually already happened).
          
          Genuinely don’t think I’ve ever been so freaked tf out before in my life holy shittt </3

So good update
          
          Sorta
          
          I'm talking to Asa, he's fine
          
          I did tell him about what we talked about, because I felt like he deserved to know
          
          He worried skkskskskksks ugh I knew he was gonna be

Come back to me. I can't live without you. 

Enemies to lovers but its Harley Sawyer x Leith Pierre or sum shit

Yeeeah just a small little update
          
          My friend answered me, but not in any supportive way whatsoever. If I could send screenshots I would, but I don't feel very nice rn

Coming out of your social circle of acceptance and non-judgemental closet and into the real world REALLY sets you back.
          
          I tend to forget how awful the world truly is. Like, online I have a generally small group of people I communicate with, and to me; they’re my world (in a literally sense. Everything else doesn’t form as “real” to me.) so when I’m not interacting with them, or consuming the media that’s built BY or in support of specific communities or causes, i genuinely question if the world and its inhabitants are even real.
          
          Because like, how are BILLIONS of people still some of the most awful people to exist. How after so many centuries are they the same, if not worse.
          
          This is why i tend to cling to those I know (more online than irl). Somehow they manage to make the world vanish and create a new world each time we talk, it’s something I’ve always appreciated about them all tvt

I genuinely be forgetting that people my age or older are on this place sometimes. Like, when I remember my own age (19 now- ugh) and find out someone is OLDER than me i get a whiplash for some reason. </3

Guys uh- can y’all give me your alt accounts (AND main account if your on an alt).
          
          
          This is mainly for those close to me so I can put them in my bio again once I’m certain some people/issues are resolved. But also for me to follow you on one of my alt’s (if I enjoy the content you make in the acc obviously. Friends get all accs followed, but everyone else gotta be posting stuff on those accs so I’m not following for no reason TvT)

You know, for someone with no actual preference I SURE as notice a pattern with bratty blondes with a prince/princess complex. Like, it’s not a whole lot of them.. but, it’s just- if there’s a bratty blond with a prince(ss) complex in the media I will always love them more than the others.