@captivecorpse
⸝⸝ ꒰ HELP ME... I just remembered this random conversation I had with my bff during the first year we met. We were talking about past lives and soul fragments, and this man literally said with a straight face that he was probably a fish or something in his past life.
Like, everyone else is out here being royalty or warriors and he’s just a sea bass, lmao??
I actually love him so much, lol.
Anyhow. I’m feeling drowsy, so I might head off. I think I’ve done well online today, so that’s good? Idk man. Ermm. Yeah. Anyway to everyone that should sleep; get res. And to anyone that’s in the good ol’ morning (NOT 0-5am: go to sleep bro) then I hope you all have a wonderful day.
Hikaru is speaking to me a little too much right now. My man needs to chillax a little and stop being relatable.. Yoshi’ too, like they’re both like TOO me.. way to me, it’s uncanny.
⸝⸝ ꒰ @captivecorpse Imagine if, somehow, they both carried fragments of your soul from a past life... like they’re being pulled toward one another simply because they recognize the same essence. In this world, they might just be made-up fictional characters but what if there’s a universe out there where they are the reality and we are the fiction? What if we’re all tangled together across dimensions, appearing in the little things... we aren't just creating them; we’re remembering them. ...Anyway, I clearly need sleep.
God x Priest/Follower x Angel (poly relationship) BUT!! it’s all just complexes.
The person with the box complex is a narcissist (possibly sadist) who loves being relied on – can’t help but bite their tongue at the image of someone kneeling down before them, looking up to them with such devoted trust or plead – they love degrading the others, but they’d also falter in a HEARTBEAT the moment they’re praised. This person has a negative view on life and believes that they (if they wished) would be able to force the hand of nature to his will to create world into their own image (STRONG god complex mixed with a general saviour complex if going “nice guy” route).
And finally the person with an Angel complex – generally speaking they’d have the mindset that they were an angel at some point, having been placed into a human body to share the word of (whatever), as well as to shine the light of their very holy existence onto others. I’d say Teruhashi is probably the closest character (that I can think of right now) that would match this persons behaviour.
They love “saving” people, and bringing them closer to the light. They adore the priest/follower because of their devotion: they’d soak up EVERY inch of attention they gained from the other (very easy to please, very eager to gain praises). They’d also take a thrill in teasing their ‘God’ with every breath they take.
Then, there’s just like everyone else in the world that clock onto their strange complexes and become well aware of how strange their relationship truly was, how toxic yet also least toxic the relationship was.
Mmh, yapping about some of my accounts because yes.
The @strawberr_kiss account is no longer active, at least until I figure out the password I used for it since i can’t access it anymore through gmail (my ass got logged out and my dumbass never put my phone number it so, uh I’, gonna have to do a lot of remembering),
As for @i-ghoulzs – this is a completely new account i’ll be working on. I’m not entirely certain what I’ll be using it for quite yet, and i don’t have a theme in mind (so don’t mind the literal blank canvas that the account currently is). I’m thinking for it to be the new backup account: I’ll repost my favourite works, and FINISHED works there basically. While THIS account is just everything and anything (drafts, ideas, rambles, unfinished work, finished work, etc.)
BUT THEN!! I’m thinking about having a roleplay account as well (where I post works specifically catered towards the roleplay: meaning more original content, AU content, and applyfics).
This idea has been in my mind for a while after coming across many accounts with similar content, my most important inspiration being @-Noctis_Asahi (at least, more of the older stuff? Either way, still a large inspiration).
NOW THEN, for the current ideas I have lingering around in my head: don’t mind them being generally basic, these are just some general concepts I can bounce off after getting a general idea, yk?
I’m SO certain I want it to be more of a horror-ish genre (obviously mixed in with other sub genres). This is because of the main genre I tend to write!
@CarmenJohnson599 Mmh, n anything related to the rp account will be written there. BUT every other horror will be posted here (then the finished works posted to my alt) ! :3
⸝⸝ ꒰ @captivecorpse I fuck with your ideas heavily... like, bro, I'm so excited. I wanna be part of it, heh!
Oh how desperate I am to create a book club but specifically for fanfiction.
Like, there’s a few sides to it: it works the same as an actual book club just with fanfiction – each week / month (depending on the length) we vote on a fanfiction site AND fanfiction to read through, then after the deadline we all gather and yap about it and stuff.
But then, we also have a place where you can write fanfictions among each other: basically a workshop space to ask for beta readers, to ask for advice, to get inspiration, to “sell” (not real currency, but club currency maybe? Idk) while plots off to writers since every plot deserves to be written.
There could be challenges (not sure what sort), there could be reading sprints, there could be writing sprints, movie nights (bc why not), etc, etc.
Like overall, it’s a club for fanfiction geeks (readers and writers), and could also just be a place to create friendships or something idk.
Like.. I have NO clue what the name would be, since the name is importantly (ESPECIALLY because it’s the type of club that I’d want to be taken as an actual club. We may not have “uniforms”, but we could have a cool badge you could put on your bag so you could spot one another club member on the wild or smth. Kinda /j but also I’d totally make badges for it) since the name would be everywhere-
Like, custom website for the club, discord server for the club (to be more organised), and idk maybe just a tumblr community for a general space. But yk??
Like gah I wanna make this so badly, but such little people would be interested so it’s like ughhh hjhdcbjdyvb </3
Please note that this playlist is in NO way at ALL organised. It’s just a playlist full of ost that I enjoy, and ost that generally go well together (a mix of eerie, then silly/relaxable music).
I’m planning to make a few playlists bounced off this (specifically for listening to while reading the Yan sim fics I’m working on). Or just ost that my imaginary visual novels would have.
But for now.. random ost playlist!! If y’all got any ost (SPECIFICALLY game. But anime/show ost is alright the long as it matches the general mood as this playlist) PLEASEEEE gimme them :(
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4re9vckMdKvn7sq5gsJgxR?si=VvRnBHqmThe2WUexwf09zg&pi=OzBVXgXqS4aHO
Sharing this because it might also help if you’re a type of person that loves listening to things while writing, but hate when things have lyrics/voices or when it’s like “cafè ambience” or whatever
Wattpad notifications are probably my biggest enemy to exist I’ll be honest. Like, following people is practically useless because I’ll never get any update notifications only announcements (that usually aren’t even from people I follow).
Or notifications for some really random smut books I’ve NEVER touched on in my life?? Nor do I follow the person either??? Like, the accounts are always one of the s3x bots and the smut fics are so OBVIOUSLY written by ai too. So it’s like???
Ugh sometimes I despise this app.
Hi hiii
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@captivecorpse votes are kind of lacking too, but I try to get over that I'm closer to a group of people now, so it always makes me smile when I see people I like giving helpful advice or just laughing at my humor I have Asa and Michael right now as my beta readers for my ao3 fic and seriously, they know when to tell me to fix something Or they just laugh Either way I just love when people find my humor and my writing funny
Yess, but I wouldn't really know where to start. I do want to change my user name
But bios and all that and themes
Not my strong suit
How weird,
But I'm sure I'll try to figure it out
@-KUYA- YOU DEFINITELY HAVEEEE!! I’m always invested in your writing, but re-reading that fic after so long gave me a sudden whiplash (good kind). Like- mf your writing got me hypnotised i genuinely fell asleep while reading through it (which DEFINITELY means it’s a good book when it comes to how my brain works. So thank you for that) Honestly I take no comments as more of a praise. Like, your fics are genuinely just that good that people forget to make a comment on it because they’re deeply invested?? HELL YES?? Obviously then you go back and re-read it (like close to the original time you read it, if it’s been months then you’d probably get deeply invested because you forgot everything? Uh.. depends on the person I guess? Meh) and you comment everything that your brain refused to let you do the first time round. Like.. watching a movie. You watch it by yourself to know everything that happens without distractions, then you watch it later on with other people (specifically talkative people) and pause the film half way through to yap to each other about it, yk?? BUT I swear people better be voting on your fics and showing you some damn appreciation for them >:/
I fear we may be losing relevance.. and.. and... FALLING OFF!!!!
@MagikFlyingKokoPuff No true though… I fear soon we’ll be the forgotten faces with that DAMN weak hero soundtrack playing around us (ugh I love weak hero though omg) LEAST WE’RE FALLING OFF TOGETHER?? T^T