Does anyone ever have those friendships where it's just insults and banter? Where one shoots an insult and the other says? But one day, they say something, and their voice is colder than usual? And you try to laugh it off like, "oh but you love me" and pat their shoulder, but they shove you off? And you’ve done nothing wrong? Or one day, they just say the wrong thing on the wrong day, which ALSO fucks with your head. Because “you can usually handle this, why are you being so EMOTIONAL”? And you feel guilty because you weren’t able to play along, so that single moment confirms for you how terrible everyone thinks you are, and you begin to lose trust for everyone after rebuilding for so long?
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Cuz me too.
